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07-27-2007, 11:36 PM
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| I pulled off your wings ...  Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: United Kingdom (Im already there in mind)
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I dont need you tonight You give me false hope you offer pseudo light I dont want you at all You never helped me rise only helped my downfall If i was made to fly I would have been given wings I no longer need this fix or any type of thing You cant bully me and make me feel small I dont need to use you to feel six feet tall I dont need you tonight I dont need you at all
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07-28-2007, 10:23 PM
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| I pulled off your wings ... Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: United Kingdom (Im already there in mind)
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As I walk along this path I see nothing but dark skies Illuminated in the moonlight I see a glimmer of steps past I look down Are they yours? It cant be I lost you long ago You must be so ashamed of me I keep walking on towards a destination I have yet to discover I know I must travel on Past the velvet ropes and crystal chandeliers of nights long forgotten This body grows tired but the soul is strong My steps merge with yours Our paths making love to each other I have yet to know if its you My skin starts to quiver as I walk on The air kissing the hairs on the back of my neck , waking them The moom seems closer then it did before and the sky is becomming less black My eyes have yet to be kissed by the sun Would I know it if it kissed me? My body pushes further, not slowing down as my soul lights the way The thumping inside my chest intriges me Am I alive? I see something in the distasnce Waving me in It looks so familair looks like it could be home Its a figure but of whom Im not sure The wind is surging my body forward almost as if im flying and not walking I reach out and touch this dark figure in the night As the sun begins to wake in the night sky I see this figure finally Its me Its who I used to be The me I thought I lost In the night the cold damp dark I found her She is exactly how I remembered Untouched untainted and so innocent Her arms open wide and invite me inside All of a sudden bursts of heaven float inside my ever waiting veins The beauty of life and love replacing all the false loves of my past As I slowly collapse she melds into me holding me for all time ... Im finally surrounded in light .... we are one again as the sun rises My cage is broken and we can walk on ... together ... ever forward...ever lasting ....
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07-29-2007, 07:39 PM
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| I pulled off your wings ... Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: United Kingdom (Im already there in mind)
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I look into your eyes As beautiful as they ever were They have seen so much cried so many tears I look into them studying the size and the shape Whats looking back at me ? Or who? This thing has a hold of you. Whats inside of those eyes? More important, whats behind them? Did I lose you yet? Or Are you still here with me? I hold you so tight griping you as you cry. I want to take you and put you someplace safe Sheild you from all harm Beat this demon away As I feel your heartbeat with mine As you cry in the night i hold on to you Dear God dont let him slip tonight In all the wonder of life In all the questions I have to ask my maker before I die This is the most inportant How can I hold someone I love so much but they are so far away from me Was does this demon win? When does love prevail?
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07-31-2007, 08:45 PM
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| I pulled off your wings ... Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: United Kingdom (Im already there in mind)
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looking in this dirty old bathroom mirror I see myself I see me a bit clearer Through the glass All the drugs on the shelf Didnt think this time i could last All I am is bones and skin Lurking in the corner it was there The beast within I slayed it but its head grew back Grabs a hold of you Instant heart attack The sounds in the air sound so loud now When I come undone It is ok now To come undone My hands hold the ice cold walls of my porcelain sanctuary I slide down on my knees Holding onto my sanity my lifes actuary I can do this I can kill it I can get rid of this I can get through this I can be headed for a life of bliss If I come undone God let me come undone I can hold on If I come undone This dirty old mirror In this white jail cell I can see myself clearer And free myself from this hell
__________________ You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Just like heaven |
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08-02-2007, 09:20 AM
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As I look into green pools of your eyes All I see is love Love that has bound me But never restrained me I had angels wings Once ......... I was able to fly But you can take them now Strip me of my wings I want to stay on the ground And walk with you
__________________ You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Just like heaven |
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08-03-2007, 03:01 PM
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When I hurt you I never blame myself I blame "IT" When I cry for no reason I never blame anything I blame "IT" When I use I blame everything else I blame "IT" When will I blame myself? For letting "IT" take hold of me When will I stop hurting you? How long must I lie to myself? When will I finally starve this demon I satisfy? How can "IT" be more important than you?
__________________ You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Just like heaven |
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08-05-2007, 09:32 PM
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| I pulled off your wings ... Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: United Kingdom (Im already there in mind)
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I hang on the wall and see her Shes crying again Alone and shaking I watch her cry through my thousand eyes Beating the walls with her white fists Pounding and pounding screaming things I cannot understand But I can see the anger in her heart She sits on the floor alone Emotions tearing her apart I am too small to console her Her pain is quite clear... I wonder if she will be ok tomorrow when I am no longer here
__________________ You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Just like heaven |
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08-10-2007, 09:40 PM
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| I pulled off your wings ... Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: United Kingdom (Im already there in mind)
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Black raven hair covering her small eyes Too meek to lift her head Too proud to stand up and console her lowly cries Her mind filled with dread I lift her chin and part her hair I see the person she wants to be When the devils are no longer there When will she see? That she is that person even though evil lurks about Thats not stupid or ugly or useless She so beautiful there isnt any doubt Her mind a pool of merky thoughts in a mess I hold her and try to make her see The things she cannot see in herself but sees in me...
__________________ You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Just like heaven |
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