Reminiscing what was done, because they say I’ve done wrong.

[babygisme]

By a young age, I sold to dope fiends,
Not yet a drug dealer, but I watched them closely.
Mislead from childhood, I went astray,
Alone each day, Is when I pray for a better way.

Never will they see me, only a play that I show,
A mask is what is seen, my face is safe if it's unknown.
Hard work is dedicated, educating myself on the street,
Watching my back for what the night may creep.

Living in the Game, That I have laced,
Buried within the riches, driven by the addiction taste.
Unable to explain, the addiction of this dirty game,
Extra change, gold chains, an earned street name.

Played the a star every were I went,
Unable to quit this bullshit role I represent.
Waiting, for what is to about prevail,
Forever fear of jail, from drugs sales that make living well.

Underestimating in denial of what is jail, one might face,
Underestimating the truth of denying what may be traced.
The Morning has come, the laughter is gone,
Reminiscing what was done, because they say I’ve done wrong.

A stupid mistake, handed the law the recipe,
Ingredient: need for the green, now money had the best of me.
This spice, is underlying the case for my arrest,
Leaves no rest for a tired mind, for my life is stress.

Forever seeking courage, to concur life’s every fear,
Remoistening lifes past, to comfort the crying tear.
A distance from nobody makes my heart ache alone.
I close my eyes to ease the pain, and picture my miss's home.

[babygisme]

Will some tell me what they think about my post, thanks

[GrouchoTheCat]

Real man, very real.

Keep writin,

Ted

[indigo]

I really liked it thanks.
indigo

[livefree]

that's really great. you express yourself very well. thank you for sharing it.

[lilkat]

What a powerful poem, I'm sure it relates to alot of people that struggle daily, but reminds us of where we came from and that we don't have to live like that anymore!

Thanks!!

[Alive]

Talented!