What Should I Do??

[chrisgonz]

What should I do when the tears won't come?
What should I do when I just feel numb?

I know I'm feeling just a little sad...
yet mostly covered with being mad.

I think back on familiar times..
dirty games, figure out the rhyme.

Please don't tell me what to think..
who to love and to whom I may speak.

I catch on easy, I know some games...
the way I play them ain't the same.

Call me heartless, call me dumb...
probably that's why the tears won't come.

But just because the tears aren't there...
doesn't mean I have to swear.

Speak of peace, strive to live it..
in my heart, I have a path..
even when others laugh.
I could say, I don't give a shyte...
but that's what gets my temper lit.

See, I do care..
and really I'm down to share...
no, I don't want to fight,
maybe it's time to leave that site.

Weigh the pros and the cons..
yea, it's better I'm gone.

Many people along the way,
I know there are friends who'll stay.
and that's ok, like a said before...
I never claimed to own the door.

I have your addy, I have your name...
remember, things aren't supposed to stay the same.

We grow and grow with each encounter..
but it's not to see who screams louder.

Isn't writing poetry great?
He helps not to fuel the hate.

A tear I shed as I end this poem..
I can do that, because I'm home.

[wufspirit]

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