Where I went...

[chrisgonz]

I'm not mad, I'm not sad...
honestly I don't know what I'm feeling..

I don't like where I went...
silent messages.. were never sent.
silly me, thinking things were private..
those were the things that caused the riots.

it wasn't with honor at that time I spoke...
too much anger and called a joke..

make em laugh, make em cry...
never let them say good-bye.

is this a drug of which I speak??
I think so, cause it made me weak...

I went back to old behaviors...
not with dope, and...
certainly not with gifts from thy saviors.

we all have gifts, things to share..
with filth and anger.. we'll never know where...

to search and find the gifts we hold...
to share and speak those words of gold.

everything will be alright...
it doesn't have to be a fight.

let things unfold as they should...
you've done all that you could.

strive for peace.

chris

[chrisgonz]

thank you margo...
poetry is one of my 'tools'.

much peace.