Don't Judge Me..

[chrisgonz]

I wrote this when my heavy user buddies didn't want me calling them....
and I was being kicked aside by those that insist smoking weed is relapsing.

Long story, just wanted to share.

Don’t Judge Me….

When I was high, I guess to you, I was okay.
Me not knowing where I was going,
it’s like that’s how you’d rather see me stay.


Now that I don’t wanna run…
you stay away, cause I’m no fun.

And then there are those on the other side…
ignore your ass, don’t care when you hide.

You said you wanted to be like me…
never understood it…. what did you see??

And now..
I’m not okay..
I don’t do dope, I smoke some weed..
friends like me, you don’t need.

WTF, am I supposed to do??
Kiss you ass and want to be like you??

What’s wrong with just being me?
Relapse?? That’s all you see?

Can’t get credit for what I’ve done…
Don’t want me around, I’m no fun.
Won’t answer me…
I’m on a run.???

I’m not okay..
‘Cause I live in the gray, won’t talk to me, ‘cause I don’t stray.
I never said, “Hey, be like me.”

Aww, you and your silly rules…
I never said I wanted to be like you.

Can’t we just be ourselves..
and not some things you set on shelves??

What’s wrong with me just being me,
I’m not slammin, I smoke some pot,
So that makes me someone you ALL forgot?