I had a dream that I was arrested. - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information

SilentKiller · 11-02-2009, 01:46 PM

Ok so last night i had a dream that I was arrested. Well, not arrested exactly.

I was sitting in the living room looking out the front window and the local po-po drove by the house with their lights on and I had a feeling of panic and anxiety. The cops went to the end of the street and turned around, I went outside and they pulled up behind my car. I had a feeling of impending doom, then I woke up.

Now as some as you might know I am on the verge of relapsing with crack. Do you think the deam has anything to do with this? Like if I do it I will get busted? Is it maybe a control and restraint issue?

ElegantlyWasted · 11-02-2009, 01:52 PM

I was arrested numerous times... All substance related. Never drempt about it. Do you have a sponsor and or program. Hanging out here is great too.

SilentKiller · 11-02-2009, 04:17 PM

I had a sponser, he has been 'unavailable' for over a week now. I attend NA everynow and then when needed. This dream freaks me out though. Is it foreshadowing?

ElegantlyWasted · 11-03-2009, 05:23 PM

Doesn't have to be. Focus on positive conscious thoughts.

Walter · 12-22-2009, 11:20 PM

I think the dream has everything to do with the crack. Your subconscious mind is a very different place from the conscious. You are probably full of anxiety about many things, namely "should I use? Where? When?" and as the questions haunt you all day they inevitably seep into the subconscious. Take it as your body warning you to do the smart thing and stay the hell off that ****. Also, you are likely filled with guilt about past use and maybe in some dark way think to yourself "I should be arrested". Follow your instincts. They don't often lie.

11-02-2009, 01:46 PM	#1 (permalink)
SilentKiller Member Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: Dirty Jersey Posts: 40 Blog Entries: 1	I had a dream that I was arrested. Ok so last night i had a dream that I was arrested. Well, not arrested exactly. I was sitting in the living room looking out the front window and the local po-po drove by the house with their lights on and I had a feeling of panic and anxiety. The cops went to the end of the street and turned around, I went outside and they pulled up behind my car. I had a feeling of impending doom, then I woke up. Now as some as you might know I am on the verge of relapsing with crack. Do you think the deam has anything to do with this? Like if I do it I will get busted? Is it maybe a control and restraint issue?

11-02-2009, 01:52 PM	#2 (permalink)
ElegantlyWasted Excellence... not Perfection Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: AZ Posts: 1,190 Blog Entries: 8	I was arrested numerous times... All substance related. Never drempt about it. Do you have a sponsor and or program. Hanging out here is great too. __________________ "We're all told at some point in time that we can no longer play the children's game, we just don't...we don't know when that's gonna be. Some of us are told at eighteen, some of us are told at forty, but we're all told."

11-03-2009, 05:23 PM	#4 (permalink)
ElegantlyWasted Excellence... not Perfection Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: AZ Posts: 1,190 Blog Entries: 8	Doesn't have to be. Focus on positive conscious thoughts. __________________ "We're all told at some point in time that we can no longer play the children's game, we just don't...we don't know when that's gonna be. Some of us are told at eighteen, some of us are told at forty, but we're all told."

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11-02-2009, 04:17 PM	#3 (permalink)
SilentKiller Member Join Date: Oct 2009 Location: Dirty Jersey Posts: 40 Blog Entries: 1	I had a sponser, he has been 'unavailable' for over a week now. I attend NA everynow and then when needed. This dream freaks me out though. Is it foreshadowing?

12-22-2009, 11:20 PM	#5 (permalink)
Walter Member Join Date: Aug 2009 Location: New York Posts: 40	I think the dream has everything to do with the crack. Your subconscious mind is a very different place from the conscious. You are probably full of anxiety about many things, namely "should I use? Where? When?" and as the questions haunt you all day they inevitably seep into the subconscious. Take it as your body warning you to do the smart thing and stay the hell off that ****. Also, you are likely filled with guilt about past use and maybe in some dark way think to yourself "I should be arrested". Follow your instincts. They don't often lie.

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