all my dreams are made of steel.and my wounds just dissappear

[mywifeisatpeace]

i just had a dream where i went to a hospital to go visit my wife and her mother came also. we got separated so the mother went to see her first. it was a psychiatric type hospital. and there was all manner of security just to get to the area we wanted to get to.wven the elevator was more like a room that would move between floors witha ll these security and tech guys in it. well the mother returned like 2 mins after seeing greeneyes3902 and she was crying and would not say anything and left crying. they said i could still go see her if i wanted to so i said yes.i get on the elevator room and we get to the floor but something happened and we went back down. the floor is something like the 30th. anyway a couple of more tries i get to the floor. i walk into a community room where ther are alot of patients and then i see her. her hair is reddish and shorter and styled different. she does not see me. i step right in front of her and she is laughing all along.and she sees right thru me. i kneel down in front of her and then she sees my face and she smiles hugs me and says hey baby. i say to her do you remember me? she says yeah... but she is either on some heavy drugs or something because she is acting like 8 years old and keeps singing "all my dreams are made of steel...and my wounds just dissappear" then she laughs. god i miss her. to those that don't know she died 2 years ago.
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[mywifeisatpeace]

anyone think it can be contact from the other side? or nothing? it was a vivid dream.

[Impurrfect]

I don't know. I used to get mad, because I never seemed to get "messages" from my mom after she died, and we were really, really close. I always heared about other people "hearing" from their loved ones and I couldn't understand why I didn't.

I have had some vivid dreams, when I wake up and wonder...did she come to me in a dream, or is it just a dream? Since it is an anniversary of her death, it could be "just" a dream, as your mind is obviously very aware of this anniversary.

What I finally realized, is I DO get "messages" from my mom, just as I'm sure you get messages from greeneyes. My mom was a butterfly fanatic. I realized that there have been times in my life, since her death, that butteflies just seem to appear out of nowhere. No one will convince me this is just nature.

I remember you saying how much your daughter is like her mom. My niece lives with me, and her mom died when my niece was only 1, however there are mannerisms, habits, words that my niece has that are just like her mom. People can say that it's genetics. I choose to think it's her mom coming through for her daughter.

I now people have their own beliefs, but I honestly believe our loved ones find way to let us know they are looking after us...sometimes we just have to figure out what those ways are.

Hugs and prayers to you and your daughter!

Amy

[mywifeisatpeace]

you know...i son't mean to sound like i am on drugs or anything. but a few months ago when i went to see our ex neighbors and was riding sown the street we lived in, i caught a smell of perfume in the middle of the street abut 100 yards of a cemetary that is at the end of the street. both times i was on my bike and both times it was coming back from my ex neighbors.

[mywifeisatpeace]

damn i had like a second part to this dream last night. i was at the hospital, but it was a different one this time. i went to see dawn and was told by the staff that she was going to have a procedure done and that she will not remember who i was. i went into the room and she was all strapped in and was excorcist like. she kept trying to stick her tongue in my face violently. i stayed in the room with her and was sad at the way she was. and also was sad in knowing that she would not remember me when all was done. i woke up before she had the procedure. i guess it would have erased all her memories. i miss her.

[Impurrfect]

I know you miss her. I don't doubt about the perfume smell. I've heard other people say that.

I don't know what the dreams mean, but it could all just be a part of working through the grief. I'm pretty sure of one thing...Dawn hasn't forgotten about you or your daughter. I think some people worry about that when our loved ones die but just some of the things you've posted, or even things cc or others have posted about...Dawn is very much still a part of you and your daughter's lives, as well as the lives of others she touched.

Hugs and prayers!

Amy