Nightmare

[lostnfound1961]

In the last few months I have been having a lot of dreams about my mom, dad and the house we lived in. None of the dreams were scary tell last night. I drempt my brother called me to complain about the group home he lives in and I am in my moms house. The lights are dim and I am alone. I never liked being alone in that house. I was always afraid when I was left alone there (mostly after dark) I am standing alone in the living room and looking up the stairs but keep telling my self not to look. (You might see something if you look) I am real scared at that point. Then I am back in teh dining room trying to deal with my brothers problem and my mom shows up at the back door and my brother is now there too. I have a bad feeling in my gut. Mom is not the same, she is about the same age I always dream her to be, but there is something cold and dark about her.

I hear her talking to my brother about what happened at the group home and I ask her what he had taken into the house that upset them so. She lies to me and said he had white candles. I know she is lieing but I don't know why she wont tell me the truth, and that upsets me. My brother wants to move out of the group home and come home. She tells him he can and he is then calm and heads out to his old appartment. I'm thinking (WHAT) How does he still have that appartment? Has mom been paying for it all this time?

I realize the dogs got out and run for the door and one of my old dogs walk in barking and wagging his tail. I am happy to see him and reach down to pet him. He is all matted and sticky and his eyes are white. Then I remember he is dead. I burried him my self. At that point I realize my mom is too. She isn't alive in my dream, she is dead, but there.
I woke up at that point.

That dream is still bothering me. I usualy just dream she is there and think, Hey... your dead? How did you get here? Like she is alive again but not this one. She was dead and it was not a good thing.
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