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Kylah · 09-20-2005, 10:05 AM

today I miss my baby Kylah,it was 7 months and 8 days ago I woke up to her cold lifeless body,I tryed c.p.r but I could see a little bood coming from her eye,so its no surprise it diddnt work.I panict I handed her to my roomate and yelled at her to make her breath.the ambulance took her away.but i knew they woulnt be able to help.The hospitol call me and said I need to go to the hospitol,I didnt want to go but legaly I had to I walked in the cold hospitol room to see my perfect little angel wraped in a white towel with tubes in her nose.they told me that she had died from "SIDS"sudden infant death,I still felt like I did somthing wrong.I fed her a bottle at 3:30am and when I woke up at 6:35am she was alredy dead.when I recieved her death certificat a cuple months later it read the time of death was 6:20am "timming is everything".I have 5 beutifull children that I love verry much,but nothing will ever fill that void.I litteraly ache for her,to see her smile again to feel her soft breath on my cheek as she falls asleep. If anyone reads this and have been afected by "SIDS" or you know someone who has there is a beutifull web sight were you can write"LETTERS TO HEAVEN" and it is full of info.sidsfamilies.com in loving memory of Kylah Renea Aleece Hart sunrise12/08/04sunset2/12/05mommy misses you.

abtchonamission · 09-20-2005, 10:06 AM

(((((((Kylah)))))))

cwohio · 09-20-2005, 01:29 PM

(((kylah))) how terrible for you to lose a precious little one and so recently. my prayers go out to you for peace today. i recently lost my AH (2 weeks ago) and found him passed out in the hot tub and was also too late to save him. my heart bleeds for you and you pain!

hugs - christie

Roxy88 · 09-20-2005, 06:20 PM

((((kylah))))

I am so sorry for your loss

you are in my prayers

Hugs
Roxy

In memory of miracle · 09-20-2005, 06:59 PM

My deepest sympathy and prayers.
Bless, Trish

Kylah · 09-20-2005, 07:21 PM

thank you everyone it means alot to have somewhere to go and nice of you to take the time to respond.

splendra · 09-20-2005, 07:43 PM

((((((Kalah))))))

I am so sorry for your loss. Keep posting...

indigo · 09-20-2005, 07:48 PM

I feel your pain and your loss my heart aches for you and for your precious one.
indigo

hopealwayz · 09-20-2005, 07:51 PM

(((Kylah)))) so sorry for your loss.
I will keep you in my prayers.

sunshinebluesky · 09-20-2005, 08:17 PM

i am so sorry for your loss and pain..........................hugs to you and your family

BigSis · 09-25-2005, 11:21 AM

Kylah...

Oh, hon, we lost our precious Christy on April 3, 1989 to Sudden Infant Death Syndrome.

I went to a parent grief-support group for nearly a year - it was one of the most helpful things I did. I learned so much that made me feel better.

Did you know that SIDS babies cannot be revived? Even in the hospital on monitors, they cannot be revived. The death is from a shutdown in the brain of our babies, not just the breathing stopping.

Did you know they are always asleep when it happens? That even babies sleeping in the front packs next to their mommies hearts will drift off... without moms ever even noticing.

There is nothing you could do to change what happened ... nor could I change what happened to our baby.

Our Christy died at day care. One minute, she was fussing for a bottle and the provider heated it up in the microwave.... she came back and Christy had died. She started CPR immediately, and was relieved by a fireman who happened to be there to pick up his kids - yet Christy died anyway.

SIDS is unpredictable, unpreventable and unforgettable....

http://www.co.arapahoe.co.us/Departments/CO/Sids.asp

I urge you to contact the SIDS Foundation in your area for information on grief counseling for parents - the one I went to was free, but I cannot tell you how helpful it was. We even had moms who showed up twenty and thirty YEARS after their babies died because they carried some sort of guilt with them for that long.

I am also sending you a PM about this - please contact me if you want, I really do care.

09-20-2005, 10:05 AM	#1 (permalink)
Kylah Member Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: stockton,california Posts: 34	Kylah my love today I miss my baby Kylah,it was 7 months and 8 days ago I woke up to her cold lifeless body,I tryed c.p.r but I could see a little bood coming from her eye,so its no surprise it diddnt work.I panict I handed her to my roomate and yelled at her to make her breath.the ambulance took her away.but i knew they woulnt be able to help.The hospitol call me and said I need to go to the hospitol,I didnt want to go but legaly I had to I walked in the cold hospitol room to see my perfect little angel wraped in a white towel with tubes in her nose.they told me that she had died from "SIDS"sudden infant death,I still felt like I did somthing wrong.I fed her a bottle at 3:30am and when I woke up at 6:35am she was alredy dead.when I recieved her death certificat a cuple months later it read the time of death was 6:20am "timming is everything".I have 5 beutifull children that I love verry much,but nothing will ever fill that void.I litteraly ache for her,to see her smile again to feel her soft breath on my cheek as she falls asleep. If anyone reads this and have been afected by "SIDS" or you know someone who has there is a beutifull web sight were you can write"LETTERS TO HEAVEN" and it is full of info.sidsfamilies.com in loving memory of Kylah Renea Aleece Hart sunrise12/08/04sunset2/12/05mommy misses you.

09-20-2005, 10:06 AM	#2 (permalink)
abtchonamission Member Join Date: May 2004 Location: In the mountain air Posts: 1,345	(((((((Kylah))))))) __________________ Faith... When you come to the end of all the light you know and you are about to step off into the darkness of the unknown, faith is knowing one of two things will happen: there will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught how to fly.

09-20-2005, 01:29 PM	#3 (permalink)
cwohio Member Join Date: Jul 2004 Location: Litterbox City Posts: 6,142	(((kylah))) how terrible for you to lose a precious little one and so recently. my prayers go out to you for peace today. i recently lost my AH (2 weeks ago) and found him passed out in the hot tub and was also too late to save him. my heart bleeds for you and you pain! hugs - christie __________________ *Learn to write your hurts in sand. Learn to carve your blessings in stone! - Unknown*

09-20-2005, 06:20 PM	#4 (permalink)
Roxy88 Let Go Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: La La Land Posts: 64	((((kylah)))) I am so sorry for your loss you are in my prayers Hugs Roxy __________________ Let go, or be dragged

09-20-2005, 06:59 PM	#5 (permalink)
In memory of miracle In Memory Of Join Date: Jan 2004 Location: Connecticut. Posts: 3,738	My deepest sympathy and prayers. Bless, Trish __________________ In Memory Of Teach only love...

09-20-2005, 07:21 PM	#6 (permalink)
Kylah Member Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: stockton,california Posts: 34	thank you everyone it means alot to have somewhere to go and nice of you to take the time to respond.

09-20-2005, 07:43 PM	#7 (permalink)
splendra the girl can't help it Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: splendraville Posts: 5,495 Blog Entries: 3	((((((Kalah)))))) I am so sorry for your loss. Keep posting... __________________ nice has a hisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

09-20-2005, 07:48 PM	#8 (permalink)
indigo Community Greeter Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: Mid-Life Express Posts: 9,928	I feel your pain and your loss my heart aches for you and for your precious one. indigo __________________ When you judge others, you do not define them, you define yourself." Namasté

09-20-2005, 07:51 PM	#9 (permalink)
hopealwayz Member Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: somewhere Posts: 3,509	(((Kylah)))) so sorry for your loss. I will keep you in my prayers.

09-20-2005, 08:17 PM	#10 (permalink)
sunshinebluesky Member Join Date: Nov 2004 Location: north carolina Posts: 365	i am so sorry for your loss and pain..........................hugs to you and your family __________________ I answer to two people--myself, and God.

09-25-2005, 11:21 AM	#11 (permalink)
BigSis On a tear Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: Volcano Country! Posts: 3,240	Kylah... Oh, hon, we lost our precious Christy on April 3, 1989 to Sudden Infant Death Syndrome. I went to a parent grief-support group for nearly a year - it was one of the most helpful things I did. I learned so much that made me feel better. Did you know that SIDS babies cannot be revived? Even in the hospital on monitors, they cannot be revived. The death is from a shutdown in the brain of our babies, not just the breathing stopping. Did you know they are always asleep when it happens? That even babies sleeping in the front packs next to their mommies hearts will drift off... without moms ever even noticing. There is nothing you could do to change what happened ... nor could I change what happened to our baby. Our Christy died at day care. One minute, she was fussing for a bottle and the provider heated it up in the microwave.... she came back and Christy had died. She started CPR immediately, and was relieved by a fireman who happened to be there to pick up his kids - yet Christy died anyway. SIDS is unpredictable, unpreventable and unforgettable.... http://www.co.arapahoe.co.us/Departments/CO/Sids.asp I urge you to contact the SIDS Foundation in your area for information on grief counseling for parents - the one I went to was free, but I cannot tell you how helpful it was. We even had moms who showed up twenty and thirty YEARS after their babies died because they carried some sort of guilt with them for that long. I am also sending you a PM about this - please contact me if you want, I really do care. __________________ No matter how spoiled the past may be, our future is spotless.... BigSis

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