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02-14-2012, 06:10 AM
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| To my Michael
I have missed you these 8 months now more then I've ever missed anything in my life. I loved you so, you are on my mind a great deal today as it's Valentines day. You used to make my valentines days so beautiful and special when you were healthy those many years ago. You showed me a love that i had never known, we were so close and best friends and adored each other. You had to go away and I will never understand. I have to let go and move on now with my life but you will be in my heart forever. When does love die, not when the person dies you love. it goes on, you can't stop it but somehow you get by every day and live on. You are missed dearly, you are loved dearly and you will be in my heart and soul forever my dear Michael. I know you are at peace now but I still struggle, it's not fair, I wish I could hold you and hug you and I had wished for so long to make it all better for you but it wasn't meant to be. Why do I still talk to you and think about you and hurt deeply for my loss? Guess I'm just human and still deeply grieving for my loss. I love you, in case you didn't know that I'm doing okay, I truly am a day at a time. Love you always, your wife.
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02-14-2012, 08:00 AM
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(((Mavis))) Hugs and prayers, Amy
__________________ "I'm not where I want to be, but thank God I'm not where I used to be" - Joyce Meyer "You got what it takes you can win, today is your day to begin. - Shania Twain  (Tinker, Elvis [RIP], Patches and Mots - Mouth Of The South) |
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02-14-2012, 12:37 PM
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prayers of comfort and peace for you! PINK HUGS, Rita
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02-15-2012, 08:32 AM
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to be totally honest, yesterday was one of the worst days I've had in a long time, don't know what is going on with me. we were very close and he made every holiday so special back when he was healthy, it's hard to let go of those wonderful memories, right now they just make me cry...I was in bed with the blankets over my head around 6 last night. slept right in til the morning...needed it I guess. all the best to you mavis |
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02-17-2012, 06:59 PM
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I truly understand every word you've written. You have my deepest sympathy, Ron
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