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THE KING · 11-17-2009, 11:02 PM

I found out my father had dropped dead te cause is still unkown but we don't believe he had any drugs/alcohol in his system. my family thinks it was a heart attack or brain angerism I don't believe that, my dad had an interesting pand lived by the saying "it's only illegal if you get caught"

I truly believe in my heart this was NO ACCIDENT

I guess I won't know till the autopsy report gets back but until it comes back I can't help but think someone wanted smething done and they got it done.

When is this gonna start getting better cause it has gotten worse EVERY DAY

I have NEVER been more pissed off in my life there has to be a way to release this because it is slowly consuming me

***Morning Glory*** · 11-27-2009, 11:26 PM

I'm really sorry you lost your father.

It takes time and it gets worse before it gets better. The pain is as great as the anger. The anger will slowly fade and the pain will be underneath it. Eventually you will be able to accept it. If it gets too hard go talk to someone.

It was so painful losing my father. I'm sorry you have to go through that.

THE KING · 12-07-2009, 02:21 AM

starting to realize this will be the first holiday where I won't be able to talk to him wow that sucks

11-17-2009, 11:02 PM	#1 (permalink)
THE KING Member Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Toronto, Canada Posts: 257	3 weeks ago I found out my father had dropped dead te cause is still unkown but we don't believe he had any drugs/alcohol in his system. my family thinks it was a heart attack or brain angerism I don't believe that, my dad had an interesting pand lived by the saying "it's only illegal if you get caught" I truly believe in my heart this was NO ACCIDENT I guess I won't know till the autopsy report gets back but until it comes back I can't help but think someone wanted smething done and they got it done. When is this gonna start getting better cause it has gotten worse EVERY DAY I have NEVER been more pissed off in my life there has to be a way to release this because it is slowly consuming me

11-27-2009, 11:26 PM	#2 (permalink)
*Morning Glory* Administrator Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: CA Posts: 9,969 Blog Entries: 2	I'm really sorry you lost your father. It takes time and it gets worse before it gets better. The pain is as great as the anger. The anger will slowly fade and the pain will be underneath it. Eventually you will be able to accept it. If it gets too hard go talk to someone. It was so painful losing my father. I'm sorry you have to go through that. __________________ “Come to the edge.” “We can't. We're afraid.” “Come to the edge.” “We can't. We will fall!” “Come to the edge.” And they came. And he pushed them. And they flew. Guillaume Apollinaire, 1880-1918

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12-07-2009, 02:21 AM	#3 (permalink)
THE KING Member Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Toronto, Canada Posts: 257	starting to realize this will be the first holiday where I won't be able to talk to him wow that sucks

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