next week will mark 10 years - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information

Gypsy Feet · 07-23-2009, 06:02 PM

Since I lost the closest thing I will ever have to a son. I haven't felt this gut-kicked in so long. . .

I wish nikkishine were around. I am absolutely untethered. Of course, i am in the midst of filing long over due divorce papers, living in a house of hate, and my job condition is bleak. At first I thought that was why my chest was so tight

But I miss him so. he was such an amazing being. people want to come next week and grieve with me, but I just want to be alone, in my campsite at the beach. Nikki, I am taking flowers to tie messages to, and I will release them in the surf. Thank you for the inspiration, where ever you are.

I hope I'm not this much of a basket case for a whole week.

mikefreak · 07-24-2009, 11:28 AM

I know where you're coming from GF. Bless your heart.

**Impurrfect** · 07-24-2009, 12:38 PM

((((Lisa)))))

Lots and lots of hugs and prayers to you, sweetie!

Amy

Gypsy Feet · 07-24-2009, 04:24 PM

last night was a big hit. Next Thursday I will drive up the coast in his beloved 66 mustang and camp on the beach on the same coast as that picture was taken. Next week I gave myself 5 days off of work to celebrate the gifts he gave me, and to grieve. I miss him a lot, but I am going to be o.k.

Thanks for listening <3

**Astro** · 07-24-2009, 04:54 PM

God bless you Lisa, sending prayers to you.

07-23-2009, 06:02 PM	#1 (permalink)
Gypsy Feet mergirl Join Date: Jan 2009 Location: Paradise Posts: 3,780 Blog Entries: 4	next week will mark 10 years Since I lost the closest thing I will ever have to a son. I haven't felt this gut-kicked in so long. . . I wish nikkishine were around. I am absolutely untethered. Of course, i am in the midst of filing long over due divorce papers, living in a house of hate, and my job condition is bleak. At first I thought that was why my chest was so tight But I miss him so. he was such an amazing being. people want to come next week and grieve with me, but I just want to be alone, in my campsite at the beach. Nikki, I am taking flowers to tie messages to, and I will release them in the surf. Thank you for the inspiration, where ever you are. I hope I'm not this much of a basket case for a whole week. __________________ ~Lisa~ ban the deed, not the breed~ three years of continuous sobriety and counting <3 (its a sideways heart!)

07-24-2009, 12:38 PM	#3 (permalink)
Impurrfect Social Network Moderator Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: Atlanta Posts: 18,252	((((Lisa))))) Lots and lots of hugs and prayers to you, sweetie! Amy __________________ "I'm not where I want to be, but thank God I'm not where I used to be" - Joyce Meyer "You got what it takes you can win, today is your day to begin. Don't give up here, don't you quit, the moment is now, this is it I know that you can then you will, get to the top of the hill. Part of the fun is the climb, you just gotta make up your mind" - Shania Twain (Tinker, Elvis, Patches and Mots - Mouth Of The South)

07-24-2009, 04:24 PM	#4 (permalink)
Gypsy Feet mergirl Join Date: Jan 2009 Location: Paradise Posts: 3,780 Blog Entries: 4	last night was a big hit. Next Thursday I will drive up the coast in his beloved 66 mustang and camp on the beach on the same coast as that picture was taken. Next week I gave myself 5 days off of work to celebrate the gifts he gave me, and to grieve. I miss him a lot, but I am going to be o.k. Thanks for listening <3 __________________ ~Lisa~ ban the deed, not the breed~ three years of continuous sobriety and counting <3 (its a sideways heart!)

07-24-2009, 04:54 PM	#5 (permalink)
Astro Forum Leader Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Scottsdale, AZ, one big happy dysfunctional family! Posts: 11,833	God bless you Lisa, sending prayers to you. __________________ "Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty, and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming---WOW-What a ride!"

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07-24-2009, 11:28 AM	#2 (permalink)
mikefreak Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: New Mexico Posts: 610 Blog Entries: 5	I know where you're coming from GF. Bless your heart.

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