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Old 07-23-2009, 06:02 PM   #1 (permalink)
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next week will mark 10 years

Since I lost the closest thing I will ever have to a son. I haven't felt this gut-kicked in so long. . .

I wish nikkishine were around. I am absolutely untethered. Of course, i am in the midst of filing long over due divorce papers, living in a house of hate, and my job condition is bleak. At first I thought that was why my chest was so tight

But I miss him so. he was such an amazing being. people want to come next week and grieve with me, but I just want to be alone, in my campsite at the beach. Nikki, I am taking flowers to tie messages to, and I will release them in the surf. Thank you for the inspiration, where ever you are.

I hope I'm not this much of a basket case for a whole week.

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Old 07-24-2009, 11:28 AM   #2 (permalink)
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I know where you're coming from GF. Bless your heart.
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((((Lisa)))))

Lots and lots of hugs and prayers to you, sweetie!

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Old 07-24-2009, 04:24 PM   #4 (permalink)
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last night was a big hit. Next Thursday I will drive up the coast in his beloved 66 mustang and camp on the beach on the same coast as that picture was taken. Next week I gave myself 5 days off of work to celebrate the gifts he gave me, and to grieve. I miss him a lot, but I am going to be o.k.

Thanks for listening <3
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God bless you Lisa, sending prayers to you.
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