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Maggiemac · 06-17-2009, 06:17 PM

Here it is again 1 more month of missing and wishing I could turn back the hands of time. I know I can't but reading how drugs has a hold on so many people it is hard to believe. So many people who I have become friends with at this forum fighting to get free. Then the parents and loved ones all ways on pins and needles not knowing what is nexted in their addicts life.Allways asking them selfs what should I do and their is nothing they can do because it is up to the addict to decided if they want to stop. It is not fair but who said life is fair. I think everyday that Jason died because of a drug what was he thinking. The answer will not come I know this but still think about it. On the 19th he will be gone 7 months when I look at his picture I can't believe my son is dead.
To all my friends here just be glad your loved one is still living even if it is recovery or active but losing them to death is hell.

I still pray all things will end with happeness for all of you at SR.
Your friend,
Maggie

**Impurrfect** · 06-17-2009, 06:41 PM

(((Maggie)))

Unfortunately, when we addicts are using, we really AREN'T thinking..at least not like how you think.

Sending you many, many hugs and prayers!

Amy

SpeedyJason · 06-17-2009, 09:09 PM

I feel ya maggie

But I guess I've been on the other side too..

**Astro** · 06-17-2009, 10:13 PM

(((Maggie)))

When I loved my DOC, I didn't care much about what I was doing to anyone else, addictions are very selfish.

Lots of healing thoughts going out for you.

***Morning Glory*** · 06-17-2009, 10:43 PM

Thank you for being here with us Maggie.

I borrow strength from your courage.

I am sorry you lost Jason and sorry for the grief you have to endure.

indigo · 06-18-2009, 02:20 AM

(((Maggie)))

06-17-2009, 06:17 PM	#1 (permalink)
Maggiemac Member Join Date: Dec 2008 Location: Westland, Pennsylvania Posts: 241	All way thinking Here it is again 1 more month of missing and wishing I could turn back the hands of time. I know I can't but reading how drugs has a hold on so many people it is hard to believe. So many people who I have become friends with at this forum fighting to get free. Then the parents and loved ones all ways on pins and needles not knowing what is nexted in their addicts life.Allways asking them selfs what should I do and their is nothing they can do because it is up to the addict to decided if they want to stop. It is not fair but who said life is fair. I think everyday that Jason died because of a drug what was he thinking. The answer will not come I know this but still think about it. On the 19th he will be gone 7 months when I look at his picture I can't believe my son is dead. To all my friends here just be glad your loved one is still living even if it is recovery or active but losing them to death is hell. I still pray all things will end with happeness for all of you at SR. Your friend, Maggie

06-17-2009, 06:41 PM	#2 (permalink)
Impurrfect Social Network Moderator Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: Atlanta Posts: 18,235	(((Maggie))) Unfortunately, when we addicts are using, we really AREN'T thinking..at least not like how you think. Sending you many, many hugs and prayers! Amy __________________ "I'm not where I want to be, but thank God I'm not where I used to be" - Joyce Meyer "You got what it takes you can win, today is your day to begin. Don't give up here, don't you quit, the moment is now, this is it I know that you can then you will, get to the top of the hill. Part of the fun is the climb, you just gotta make up your mind" - Shania Twain (Tinker, Elvis, Patches and Mots - Mouth Of The South)

06-17-2009, 09:09 PM	#3 (permalink)
SpeedyJason Silent Jay. Join Date: Jan 2009 Location: --- Posts: 2,366 Blog Entries: 33	I feel ya maggie But I guess I've been on the other side too.. __________________ I'm locked inside a cell in me, I know that there's a jail in you Consider this your bailing out, so take a breath, inhale a few My screams is finally getting free, my thoughts is finally yelling through "Words I Never Said" - Lupe Fiasco

06-17-2009, 10:13 PM	#4 (permalink)
Astro Forum Leader Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Scottsdale, AZ, one big happy dysfunctional family! Posts: 11,833	(((Maggie))) When I loved my DOC, I didn't care much about what I was doing to anyone else, addictions are very selfish. Lots of healing thoughts going out for you. __________________ "Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty, and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming---WOW-What a ride!"

06-17-2009, 10:43 PM	#5 (permalink)
*Morning Glory* Administrator Join Date: Mar 2002 Location: CA Posts: 9,968 Blog Entries: 2	Thank you for being here with us Maggie. I borrow strength from your courage. I am sorry you lost Jason and sorry for the grief you have to endure. __________________ “Come to the edge.” “We can't. We're afraid.” “Come to the edge.” “We can't. We will fall!” “Come to the edge.” And they came. And he pushed them. And they flew. Guillaume Apollinaire, 1880-1918

06-18-2009, 02:20 AM	#6 (permalink)
indigo Community Greeter Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: Mid-Life Express Posts: 9,928	(((Maggie))) __________________ When you judge others, you do not define them, you define yourself." Namasté

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