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SilentEyes · 09-16-2008, 05:41 PM

I had to put my puppy down he was 5.It's been about a month and it seems to be getting harder. everytime i come home i get excited before i walk in the door and then remember he's not there.drinking still out of control........
Extremely depressed... I'm done I don't want to play anymore.How long can i continue to fall apart? How long can i keep destroying myself? I'm a Pathetic Mess :wtf2 I don't know how much longer I can hang on before i make the choice to let go. Sorry just really freaking out right now

SilentEyes · 09-16-2008, 09:02 PM

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indigo · 09-17-2008, 10:46 AM

M. Scott Peck:
The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers.

Toomutch · 09-17-2008, 10:55 AM

I'm sorry - had I noticed this thread earlier I would have replied.

I know that a new puppy wouldn't replace the one you lost, but I'm sure you would learn to love it just the same.

But most importantly, you need to get your drinking under control, do you have any plans in place?

**Impurrfect** · 09-17-2008, 01:58 PM

I'm so sorry about your puppy. We have 3 cats and a chihuahua in the house, and they are a HUGE part of our family.

Drinking is not going to make the pain go away, in fact it will make it worse. I hope you realize that you deserve way more from life than drowning in a bottle, and do whatever it takes to begin your recovery.

Hugs and prayers!

Amy

SilentEyes · 09-17-2008, 04:06 PM

hi

SilentEyes · 09-17-2008, 04:11 PM

Thank you guys sorry for my rudeness i guess i fell into a bout of selfishness I deeply apologize.I've read some of your posts and my prayers are with you all also especially -too much- I do not have a plan so far because im still stubborn might believe i can quit on my own but slowing im realizing that may not be the case.Each day that goes by i see that window getting smaller and smaller .It may be sooner than i think that a surrender would be in place. Thanks again I wish you all well

**Impurrfect** · 09-17-2008, 05:18 PM

(((silenteyes)))

Sometimes we have to just go on doing what we do until we hit bottom and realize there is no way but up. The more you hang around here, and realize you are NOT alone, and you read of the recovery of other people, the more your mind will be aware of options.

A lot of people come here when they're still drinking/using, but thinking about recovery...and a lot of them FIND recovery.

I'm glad you're here.

Hugs and prayers!

Amy

SlvrMag · 09-17-2008, 05:23 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Impurrfect

(((silenteyes)))
A lot of people come here when they're still drinking/using, but thinking about recovery...and a lot of them FIND recovery.

I am one of these people! When I found SR i was not even positive I wanted to stop, but people in my life were buggin' me to! It took a few months but I finally
realized that I wanted to for MYSELF. (Hope you have a sense of humor because I say I had a rectal craniotomy---In other words, I pulled my head outta my A$$!)

Welcome to Sober Recovery!!

09-16-2008, 05:41 PM	#1 (permalink)
SilentEyes broken wings Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: NV Posts: 67 Blog Entries: 2	Done!!! I had to put my puppy down he was 5.It's been about a month and it seems to be getting harder. everytime i come home i get excited before i walk in the door and then remember he's not there.drinking still out of control........ Extremely depressed... I'm done I don't want to play anymore.How long can i continue to fall apart? How long can i keep destroying myself? I'm a Pathetic Mess :wtf2 I don't know how much longer I can hang on before i make the choice to let go. Sorry just really freaking out right now

09-16-2008, 09:02 PM	#2 (permalink)
SilentEyes broken wings Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: NV Posts: 67 Blog Entries: 2	thanks for nothing ???????

09-17-2008, 10:46 AM	#3 (permalink)
indigo Community Greeter Join Date: Nov 2003 Location: Mid-Life Express Posts: 9,928	M. Scott Peck: The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers. __________________ When you judge others, you do not define them, you define yourself." Namasté

09-17-2008, 10:55 AM	#4 (permalink)
Toomutch with a new light in my eyes Join Date: May 2007 Location: Littleton, Co. Posts: 3,178	I'm sorry - had I noticed this thread earlier I would have replied. I know that a new puppy wouldn't replace the one you lost, but I'm sure you would learn to love it just the same. But most importantly, you need to get your drinking under control, do you have any plans in place? __________________ The secret of health for both mind and body is not to mourn for the past, not to worry about the future, or not to anticipate troubles, but to live in the present moment wisely and earnestly.

09-17-2008, 01:58 PM	#5 (permalink)
Impurrfect Social Network Moderator Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: Atlanta Posts: 18,284	I'm so sorry about your puppy. We have 3 cats and a chihuahua in the house, and they are a HUGE part of our family. Drinking is not going to make the pain go away, in fact it will make it worse. I hope you realize that you deserve way more from life than drowning in a bottle, and do whatever it takes to begin your recovery. Hugs and prayers! Amy __________________ "I'm not where I want to be, but thank God I'm not where I used to be" - Joyce Meyer "You got what it takes you can win, today is your day to begin. Don't give up here, don't you quit, the moment is now, this is it I know that you can then you will, get to the top of the hill. Part of the fun is the climb, you just gotta make up your mind" - Shania Twain (Tinker, Elvis, Patches and Mots - Mouth Of The South)

09-17-2008, 04:06 PM	#6 (permalink)
SilentEyes broken wings Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: NV Posts: 67 Blog Entries: 2	hi Last edited by SilentEyes; 09-17-2008 at 04:12 PM. Reason: double entry

09-17-2008, 04:11 PM	#7 (permalink)
SilentEyes broken wings Join Date: Jun 2008 Location: NV Posts: 67 Blog Entries: 2	sorry Thank you guys sorry for my rudeness i guess i fell into a bout of selfishness I deeply apologize.I've read some of your posts and my prayers are with you all also especially -too much- I do not have a plan so far because im still stubborn might believe i can quit on my own but slowing im realizing that may not be the case.Each day that goes by i see that window getting smaller and smaller .It may be sooner than i think that a surrender would be in place. Thanks again I wish you all well

09-17-2008, 05:18 PM	#8 (permalink)
Impurrfect Social Network Moderator Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: Atlanta Posts: 18,284	(((silenteyes))) Sometimes we have to just go on doing what we do until we hit bottom and realize there is no way but up. The more you hang around here, and realize you are NOT alone, and you read of the recovery of other people, the more your mind will be aware of options. A lot of people come here when they're still drinking/using, but thinking about recovery...and a lot of them FIND recovery. I'm glad you're here. Hugs and prayers! Amy __________________ "I'm not where I want to be, but thank God I'm not where I used to be" - Joyce Meyer "You got what it takes you can win, today is your day to begin. Don't give up here, don't you quit, the moment is now, this is it I know that you can then you will, get to the top of the hill. Part of the fun is the climb, you just gotta make up your mind" - Shania Twain (Tinker, Elvis, Patches and Mots - Mouth Of The South)

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