I am very blessed. I can get down, get hateful, get mean, and I should NEVER get this way - why??? Because I am SO BLESSED - like all of you!!!
I have an amzing family who i wouldn't trade for the world, who i take horribly for gratned at times...HORRIBLY. it makes me feel like such a bad \person!! And even tho it may sound strange, I have a lovely dog.

she's always there for me, ans she adores me!!
I have wonderful friends who really do love me, even though sometimes i feel like they don't (for no real reason, i guess, other than depressed feelings). they reach out to me ....i don't always accept it. i push people away!
i have all the necessities of an american lifestyle (LOL!!) - car, cell phone, and enough money for my own apartment PROVIDED THAT I DON'T USE COS I WILL LOSE IT!!!
I AM VERY BLESSED.
HAPPY EASTER!!!