copperpenny

I set a place for you today but you will not be here. The devil has pulled you down in the darkness, way down. Can you pull yourself out one more time? Can you still hear us in the depths of your hellish addiction? How many years, how many times can your body handle these relapses ? Why, when you have clawed your way back, when your recovery is peaking that the devil grabs your throat once more and takes you to his depths?

Ann

(((Copperpenny)))

Mklove

Most difficult times watching someone you love repeat distructive behavior , most helpless feeling, I hate it.

Sodevastated

I'm so sorry copperpenny. We all hope that our loved addicts will stop forever when they finally stop using. We wish it could always stay that way and that they will never ever have another relapse. What a wonderful life they would have because within our addicts there are the wonderful, warm persons that we know and cherish. And what a wonderful life we would have with them. I too, wish this scenerio would be real and not the actual reality that is.

Hugs

Ilovemysonjj

Hugs to you. Very well said and we all feel the pain of losing our loved ones to the addiction.

Lovemyson101

It is a lot like demonic possession, isn't it?
Like you I can't understand it. Can't wrap my head around this self destructive urge. I feel your pain. That care.