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Hello, family. I tried going to Al-anon and failed yesterday 
I hate ex, I hate heroin, I hate the situation he put me in. I am sitting in my house, getting ADT security put in with a freaking camera!! Another expense, another monthly bill. His car that is registered on my name is getting repoed, I called the bank, I can't pay for mine and his cars. I can imagine what it will do to my credit and how much I will still own on it. I have to take care of 3 kids and 2 freaking dogs. He wanted the dogs, not me. Now I have 5 kids.
I have so much hate for this heroin addicted cheating SOB, HATE, HATE, HATE. I know it's not healthy for me. My oldest is 13 years old and I can leave her with my youngest to go to Al-anon, but I am just like - I have to go to meetings because of YOU???? F that.
Did al-anon helped anyone who already left their addicts?
I hate ex, I hate heroin, I hate the situation he put me in. I am sitting in my house, getting ADT security put in with a freaking camera!! Another expense, another monthly bill. His car that is registered on my name is getting repoed, I called the bank, I can't pay for mine and his cars. I can imagine what it will do to my credit and how much I will still own on it. I have to take care of 3 kids and 2 freaking dogs. He wanted the dogs, not me. Now I have 5 kids. I have so much hate for this heroin addicted cheating SOB, HATE, HATE, HATE. I know it's not healthy for me. My oldest is 13 years old and I can leave her with my youngest to go to Al-anon, but I am just like - I have to go to meetings because of YOU???? F that.
Did al-anon helped anyone who already left their addicts?
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Originally Posted by glitterdeva 
Hello, family. I tried going to Al-anon and failed yesterday I hate ex, I hate heroin, I hate the situation he put me in. I am sitting in my house, getting ADT security put in with a freaking camera!! Another expense, another monthly bill. His car that is registered on my name is getting repoed, I called the bank, I can't pay for mine and his cars. I can imagine what it will do to my credit and how much I will still own on it. I have to take care of 3 kids and 2 freaking dogs. He wanted the dogs, not me. Now I have 5 kids.
I have so much hate for this heroin addicted cheating SOB, HATE, HATE, HATE. I know it's not healthy for me. My oldest is 13 years old and I can leave her with my youngest to go to Al-anon, but I am just like - I have to go to meetings because of YOU???? F that.
Did al-anon helped anyone who already left their addicts?
I hate ex, I hate heroin, I hate the situation he put me in. I am sitting in my house, getting ADT security put in with a freaking camera!! Another expense, another monthly bill. His car that is registered on my name is getting repoed, I called the bank, I can't pay for mine and his cars. I can imagine what it will do to my credit and how much I will still own on it. I have to take care of 3 kids and 2 freaking dogs. He wanted the dogs, not me. Now I have 5 kids. I have so much hate for this heroin addicted cheating SOB, HATE, HATE, HATE. I know it's not healthy for me. My oldest is 13 years old and I can leave her with my youngest to go to Al-anon, but I am just like - I have to go to meetings because of YOU???? F that.
Did al-anon helped anyone who already left their addicts?
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