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I just got back from running in the woods and realized that I really only run for the chance to listen to my ipod and spend time with my dog. It's a vacation from my life. This song was the last one I heard and it spoke to me about the "giant" that I've battled for so many years and how many days I've let it win. Not today..... "Oh, what I would do to have the kind of strength it takes To stand before a giant with just a sling and a stone Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors shaking in their armor Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand But the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at me Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed The giant keeps on telling me time and time again "Boy you'll never win, you'll never win." But the voice of truth tells me a different story the voice of truth says "do not be afraid!" and the voice of truth says "this is for my glory" Out of all the voices calling out to me I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth" (from Casting Crowns) Have a great day! ance7
__________________ I am not afraid of storms for I am learning to sail my ship. -Louisa May Alcott C.S. Lewis: ""Friendship is born at the moment when one person says to another, 'What! You too? I thought I was the only one!" |
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Well being the rocker that I am - the first time I heard this song I was totally shaken. I can barely listen to it for now...but there are two versions - the original (which is very angry sounding) and an acoustic. Something about it just spoke to me in the final months of my relationship. "The Bleeding" [V1:] I remember when all the games began Remember every little lie and every last goodbye Promises you broke, words you choked on and I never walked away, it's still a mystery to me [Pre-Chorus:] Well I'm so empty I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well you're so unclean I'm better off without you and you're better off without me [Chorus:] The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred (deceiving), the beatings; it's over [V2:] Paint the mirrors black to forget you I still picture your face and the way you used to taste Roses in a glass, dead and wilted To you this all was nothing Everything to you is nothing [Pre-Chorus:] Well you're so filthy I'm better off without you and you're better off without me Well I'm so ugly You're better off without me and I'm better off alone [Chorus:] The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, the beatings (disaster); it's over As wicked as you are, you're beautiful to me You're the darkest burning star, you're my perfect disease [Chorus:] The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, the beatings; it's over Disaster The lying, the bleeding, the screaming Was tearing me apart The hatred, the beatings; it's over Disaster It's over now...
__________________ But if you look at me closely, you will see it in my eyes, this girl will ALWAYS find her way. |
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I haven't heard that one, but now I'm curious. Did you say who it's by?
__________________ I am not afraid of storms for I am learning to sail my ship. -Louisa May Alcott C.S. Lewis: ""Friendship is born at the moment when one person says to another, 'What! You too? I thought I was the only one!" |
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"This song is about letting go of someone you dont want to let go of. it could be a friend, a child, husband. wife, lover, mother, father" ================================================== ================ Something is about to give I can feel it coming I think I know what it means I'm not afraid to die I'm not afraid to live And when I'm flat on my back I hope to feel like I did 'cause hardness, it sets in You need some protection The thinner the skin I want you to know That you don't need me anymore I want you to know You don't need anyone, or anything at all Who's to say where the wind will take you Who's to say what it is will break you I don't know, which way the wind will blow Who's to know when the time has come around Don't want to see you cry I know that this is not goodbye In summer I can taste the salt in the sea There's a kite blowing out of control on a breeze I wonder what's gonna happen to you You wonder what has happened to me I'm a man, I'm not a child A man who sees The shadow behind your eyes Who's to say where the wind will take you Who's to say what it is will break you I don't know, where the wind will blow Who's to know when the time has come around I don't want to see you cry I know that this is not goodbye
__________________ A A7 Love rescue me D A Come forth and speak to me A E Raise me up and don't let me fall A A7 No man is my enemy D A My own hands imprison me A E A Love rescue me |
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This song really, really helped me. The video (look on youtube.com) even shows what appears to be an AA meeting at the end as part of the story. "Over You" - Daughtry Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. Well I'm putting my heart back together, 'Cause I got over you. Well I got over you. I got over you. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
__________________ Stephanie~ I’m going to love myself More than anyone else Believe in me even if someone can't see There’s a stronger woman in me I’m going to be my own best friend Stick with me 'til the end Won’t lose myself again, never, no ‘Cause there’s a stronger woman in me... |
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And because my faith is important to me.... Matt Redman - You Never Let Go From the album Passion 06: Everything Glorious YouTube - You Never Let Go - song by Matt Redman Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death Your perfect love is casting out fear And even when I’m caught in the middle of the storms of this life I won’t turn back I know You are near And I will fear no evil For my God is with me And if my God is with me Whom then shall I fear? Whom then shall I fear? Chorus: Oh no, You never let go Through the calm and through the storm Oh no, You never let go In every high and every low Oh no, You never let go Lord, You never let go of me And I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on A glorious light beyond all compare And there will be an end to these troubles But until that day comes We’ll live to know You here on the earth Chorus: Yes, I can see a light that is coming for the heart that holds on And there will be an end to these troubles But until that day comes Still I will praise You, still I will praise You Chorus: (2x’s)
__________________ Stephanie~ I’m going to love myself More than anyone else Believe in me even if someone can't see There’s a stronger woman in me I’m going to be my own best friend Stick with me 'til the end Won’t lose myself again, never, no ‘Cause there’s a stronger woman in me... |
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One more, my favorite Thrid Day song.... Third Day - Cry Out To Jesus From the album Wherever You Are YouTube - Third Day - Cry Out to Jesus To everyone who's lost someone they love Long before it was their time You feel like the days you had were not enough when you said goodbye And to all of the people with burdens and pains Keeping you back from your life You believe that there's nothing and there is no one Who can make it right Chorus: There is hope for the helpless Rest for the weary Love for the broken heart There is grace and forgiveness Mercy and healing He'll meet you wherever you are Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus For the marriage that's struggling just to hang on They’ve lost all of their faith in love They've done all they can to make it right again Still it's not enough For the ones who can't break the addictions and chains You try to give up but you come back again Just remember that you're not alone in your shame And your suffering Chorus: When your lonely And it feels like the whole world is falling on you You just reach out, you just cry out to Jesus Cry to Jesus To the widow who suffers from being alone Wiping the tears from her eyes For the children around the world without a home Say a prayer tonight Chorus
__________________ Stephanie~ I’m going to love myself More than anyone else Believe in me even if someone can't see There’s a stronger woman in me I’m going to be my own best friend Stick with me 'til the end Won’t lose myself again, never, no ‘Cause there’s a stronger woman in me... |
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| The Allman Brothers Band - sidenote: I heard them in concert a few times and one time Greg was so wasted he couldn't remember the words to his own songs. Turnoff, but I still love their albums. Aaron Neville - Ave Maria, one of my alltime favorite covers of this song. Pavarotti - Still moves me Metro Station (Shake It) - Some silly dumb song that reminds me of Alphaville back in the 80's but really helps me clean my house in a hurry. |
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The song from my signature line is "Defying Gravity" from the production "Wicked" - What gets me is the part of Elphaba Defying Gravity" GLINDA Why couldn't you have stayed calm, for once! Instead of flying off the handle -- ! I hope you're happy I hope you're happy now I hope you're happy how you've Hurt your cause forever I hope you think you're clever ELPHABA I hope you're happy I hope you're happy too I hope you're proud how you would Grovel in submission To feed your own ambition GLINDA & ELPHABA So though I can't imagine how I hope you're happy Right now GLINDA Elphie, listen to me. Just say you're sorry! You can still be with The Wizard What you've worked and waited for You can have all you ever wanted - ELPHABA I know But I don't want it - No! I can't want it anymore Something has changed within me Something is not the same I'm through with playing by The rules of someone else's game Too late for second-guessing Too late to go back to sleep It's time to trust my instincts Close my eyes And leap... It's time to try defying gravity I think I'll try defying gravity And you can't pull me down GLINDA Can't I make you understand You're having delusions of grandeur? ELPHABA I'm through accepting limits Cuz someone says they're so Some things I cannot change But till I try I'll never know Too long I've been afraid of Losing love I guess I've lost Well if that's love It comes at much too high a cost I'd sooner buy defying gravity Kiss me goodbye, I'm defying gravity And you can't pull me down! Glinda, come with me. Think of what we could do - together! Unlimited Together we're unlimited Together we'll be the greatest team There's ever been - Glinda! Dreams the way we planned 'em GLINDA If we work in tandem GLINDA & ELPHABA There's no fight we cannot win Just you and I, defying gravity With you and I defying gravity ELPHABA They'll never bring us down! Well, are you coming? (GLINDA decides to stay behind.) GLINDA I hope you're happy I hope your happy now that your choosing this - ELPHABA You too-- I hope it brings you bliss GLINDA & ELPHABA I really hope you get it And you don't live to regret it I hope you're happy in the end I hope you're happy my friend ELPHABA So if you care to find me Look to the Western sky! As someone told me lately Everyone deserves the chance to fly And if I'm flying solo At least I'm flying free To those who ground me Take a message back from me! Tell them how I am defying gravity I'm flying high, defying gravity And soon I'll match them in renown And nobody in all of Oz No Wizard that there is or was Is ever gonna bring me down!! GLINDA I hope you're happy CITIZENS OF OZ Look at her She's wicked Get her!! ELPHABA Bring me down! CITIZENS OF OZ No one mourns the wicked So we got to bring her - ELPHABA Ahhhh! CITIZENS OF OZ --Down!
__________________ I'm through with playing by the rules Of someone else's game/Too late for second-guessing Too late to go back to sleep/It's time to trust my instincts/Close my eyes and leap! It's time to try/Defying gravity/I think I'll try/Defying gravity/And you can't pull me down! |
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Oh wow, a theater buff! I love that. What a great response. I've just been listening to everyone's picks, and adding new tunes to my ipod. Cry out to Jesus is actually one of my all time faves, too, and a ring tone on my phone to remind me to do that all day long!
__________________ I am not afraid of storms for I am learning to sail my ship. -Louisa May Alcott C.S. Lewis: ""Friendship is born at the moment when one person says to another, 'What! You too? I thought I was the only one!" |
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I love the theater! (Unfortunatly, we don't get much of it in this 'one horse town' lol) I saw Wicked when I was in London and the first time I heard that song I got goosebumps
__________________ I'm through with playing by the rules Of someone else's game/Too late for second-guessing Too late to go back to sleep/It's time to trust my instincts/Close my eyes and leap! It's time to try/Defying gravity/I think I'll try/Defying gravity/And you can't pull me down! |
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"The Glass Prison" by Dream Theater...funny, I liked this song even before I knew what it was about, really... (analysis & background from crookedstep.com): The Glass Prison Lyrics by: Mike Portnoy Music by: Dream Theater Notes: This song contains is the first three parts of a longer work that will contain 12 total sections, based on the 12 step program of AA (Alchoholics Anonymous). Mike is a recovered alchoholic and this song is about the experiences he went through while recovering. The song is dedicated to "Bill W. and all his friends" Bill W is one of the founding members of AA and the "freinds" are all the people who have successfully completed the program and recovered from alchoholism. The static at the beginning of this song is the end of Scene Nine: Finally Free. [I. REFLECTION] Cunning, Baffling, Powerful Been beaten to a pulp Vigorous, Irresistable Sick and tired and laid low Dominating, Invincible Black-out, loss of control Overwhelming, Unquenchable I'm powerless, have to let go I can't escape it It leaves me frail and worn Can no longer take it Senses tattered and torn Hopeless surrender Obsession's got me beat Losing the will to live Admitting complete defeat Fatal Descent Spinning around I've gone too far To turn back round Desperate attempt Stop the progression At any length Lift this obsession Crawling to my glass prison A place where no one knows My secret lonely world begins So much safer here A place where I can go To forget about my daily sins Life here in my glass prison A place I once called home Fall in nocturnal bliss again Chasing a long lost friend I no longer can control Just waiting for this hopelessness to end [II. RESTORATION] Run - fast from the wreckage of the past A shattered glass prison wall behind me Fight - past walking through the ashes A distant oasis before me Cry - desperate crawling on my knees Begging God to please stop the insanity Help me - I'm trying to believe Stop wallowing in my own self pity "We've been waiting for you my friend The writing's been on the wall All it takes is a little faith You know you're the same as us all" Help me - I can't break out this prison all alone Save me - I'm drowning and I'm hopeless on my own Heal me - I can't restore my sanity alone Enter the door Desperate Fighting no more Help me restore To my sanity At this temple of hope I need to learn Teach me how Sorrow to burn Help me return To humanity I'll be fearless and thorough To enter this temple of hope Believe Transcend the pain Living the life Humility Opened my eyes This new odyssey Of rigorous honesty Serenity I never knew Soundness of mind Helped me to find Courage to change All the things that I can "We'll help you perform this miracle But you must set your past free You dug the hole, but you can't bury your sole Open your mind and you'll see" Help me - I can't break out this prison all alone Save me - I'm drowning and I'm hopeless on my own Heal me - I can't restore my sanity alone [III. REVELATION] Way off in the distance I saw a door I tried to open I tried forcing with all of my will and still The door wouldn't open [replaced with "but" in this line] Unable to trust in my faith I turned and walked away I looked around, felt a chill in the air Took my will and turned it over The glass prison which once held me is now gone ["now" is not heard in this line] A long lost fortress Armed only with liberty And the key of my willingness Fell down on my knees and prayed "Thy will be done" I turned around, saw a light shining through The door was wide open |
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This song is called wasted, and it moved me deeply, recovery on both sides of the fence in one song!!!! Quote:
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This is so good. It brought tears to my eyes. She can hear his car as it pulls into the drive She can whisper a prayer. Thank God he’s alive She can meet him at the door and catch him when he falls She can even believe that it isn’t his fault But she cant save him (Reba) She can make his coffee in the cold light of day She can make his excuses tell the boss he'll be late She can wave at the neighbors, kiss him goodbye And not say a word 'bout what happened last night But she can’t save him (Both) Sometimes she dreams that he’s caught in a stream And the water keeps pulling him down (Reba) She reaches for him as he pulls her in She wakes just before she drowns (Trisha) But she can remember the man that he was And still shed a tear for what he’s become (Reba) She can live in that house, until the day She sees that it’s only herself she can save (Both) ‘Cause she can’t save him (Both) And that day shell know, she hasn’t failed (Reba) ‘Cause nothing can change until he saves himself ‘Cause she can’t save him (Trisha) No, she can’t save him (Both) No she can't save him
__________________ The one thing that I have learned from this experience is I didn't CAUSE it, I can't CONTROL him, and I can't CURE him. |
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Hi All! Man I got a bunch, but am a 2 finger typer and pretty low tech. I'll just try to hit the high points I drive a truck locally and listen to country music all day... it's an aquired taste! HA! Also get to drive all over some of the most beautiful scenery in the state, no boss looking over me, my buddies on walkie talkie for free, more physical activity b4 10am than most get all week, fresh air, rain on my face..... God life is good!!!! 1)George Strait.. I Saw God Today "saw a flower pushing up throught the sidewalk like it was planted there for me to see." We're in a major drought here in the hillcountry, and most of the wild flowres are finished(they were absolutely spectacular this year) now about all thats left are the heat/drought resistant lavendar wild flowers, my favorite color for flowers! Talks about God's finger prints everywhere if you just take time to notice. Gets me welled up about 3 or 4 times a day. 2) Small Town Southern Man, "finally death came calling for the small town southern man, He said don't worry cause I see Angels and they got me by the hand, dont you cry and don't you worry cause I'm blessed and I know I am I know there's space in Heaven for a small town southern man." I had this discussion with an alanon buddy recently, I said I was truly blessed, I just didn't realize it b4 recovery higher power etc, She said now you are doubly blessed, cause now you know it! Too true. Plus, I've had the pleasure of meeting many of my angels right here on earth...I swear, sometimes it feels like Heaven. 3)Country Boy can Survive... My friend was killed one night by a man with a switch blade knife... For 43 dollars my friend lost his life... I'd like to spit some Beechnut in that dudes eye and shoot him with my old forty-five... 'cause a country boy can survive No tears, just goose bumps from this one I know too violent and not particularly politically correct. Hey I'm a guy and it's my job to protect. Old school! What can I say. Thanks for this post, God Bless us all Coyote |
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Check these out on YouTube: Sugarland " Stay " Enrique Eglesias " Addicted " Pink " Who Knew " Martina McBride " This One's For The Girls " Pink Floyd " The Final Cut " Christina Aguilera " Hurt " Enrique Iglesias " Love to see you cry " Last edited by Spiritual Seeker; 07-29-2008 at 11:33 PM. |
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from third day: this one feels a bit sad, but it's a comfort to me on "those days": "When the rain comes it seems that everyone has gone away When the night falls you wonder if you shouldn't find someplace To run and hide / Escape the pain But hiding's such a lonely thing to do I can't stop the rain / From falling down on you again I can't stop the rain / But I will hold you 'til it goes away When the rain comes you blame it on the things that you have done When the storm fades you know that rain must fall on everyone So Rest awhile / it'll be alright No one loves you like I do When the rain comes / I will hold you"
__________________ I am not afraid of storms for I am learning to sail my ship. -Louisa May Alcott C.S. Lewis: ""Friendship is born at the moment when one person says to another, 'What! You too? I thought I was the only one!" |
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