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I listen to this yesterday and it really struck home! 'What You Are' Audioslave And when you wanted me, I came to you. And when you wanted someone else, I withdrew. And when you asked for light, I set myself on fire. And if I go far away, I know you'll find another slave. Now I'm free from what you want. Now I'm free from what you need. Now I'm free from what you are. And when you wanted blood, I cut my veins. And when you wanted love, I bled myself again. Now that I've had my fill of you, I'd give you up forever. And here i go far away, I know you, you'll find another slave. Now I'm free from what you want. Now I'm free from what you need. Now I'm free from what you are. Then a vision came to me when you came along. I gave you everything but then you wanted more. Now I'm free from what you want. Now I'm free from what you need. Now I'm free from what you are. Now that I'm free from what you want. Now that I'm free from what you need. Now that I'm free from what you are. |
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I Love Razorlight - somewhere else You're an emotional wreck, You don't know who you are, You never say what you mean. You keep your mouth shut, And your light stays still, And then you come and call on me. You say I just can't help myself, I really, really wish I could be, Somewhere else, Than here. youtube.com/watch?v=n3aAt22Y7QQ] |
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| Always Hopeful Join Date: Aug 2008 Location: californication
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"Hate Me" (If you're sleeping are you dreaming If your dreaming are you dreaming of me? I can't believe you actually picked me.) (”Hi Justin, this is your mother, and it's 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you ware doing. You sounded really uptight last night. It made me a little nervous, and a l... and... well... it made me nervous, it sounded like you were nervous, too. I just wanted to make sure you were really OK, And wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication. You know I love you, and... Take care honey I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye bye”) I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face? And will you never try to reach me? It is I that wanted space Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take So I’ll drive so ******* far away that I never cross your mind And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made And like a baby boy I never was a man Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand And then I fell down yelling “Make it go away!” Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?” Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you For you For you For you [Children voices:] If you're sleeping, are you dreaming, if you're dreaming are you dreaming of me. I can't believe you actually picked me [Girl:] Hey Justin! [x12] |
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| Always Hopeful Join Date: Aug 2008 Location: californication
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"Love Remains The Same" A thousand times I’ve seen you standing Gravity like a lunar landing Make me want to run till I find you I shut the world away from here Drift to you, you’re all I hear Everything we know fades to black Half the time the world is ending Truth is I am done pretending I never thought that I had anymore to give Pushing me so far Here I am without you Drink to all that we have lost Mistakes we have made Everything will change But love remains the same Find the place where we escape Take you with me for a space The city buzz, sounds just like a fridge I walk the streets through seven bars I had to find just where you are The faces seems to blur, they’re all the same Half the time the world is ending Truth is I am done pretending I never thought that I had anymore to give Pushing me so far Here I am without you Drink to all that we have lost Mistakes we have made Everything will change But love remains the same So much more to say So much to be done Don’t you trick me out We shall overcome So all have stayed in place We should have had the sun Could have been inside Instead we’re over here Half the time the world is ending Truth is I am done pretending Too much time, too long defending You and I are done pretending I never thought that I had anymore to give Pushing me so far Here I am without you Drink to all that we have lost Mistakes we have made Everything will change Everything will change I, oh I, I wish this could last forever I, oh I, I As if we could last forever Love remains the same Love remains the same |
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Fuel - Last Time I'm not the first you sucked down I drank your pleasure slow Then stumbled out from your veil Still I've come for you tonight Choke my faith and stab my pride And tell myself that [Chorus:] This is the last time This is the last time This is the last time now I'll bleed for you Preservation or predation As I'm reeling I don't know Crumbled I spill out of your hand I want to fall And you see it all And you'll just laugh when I say [Chorus] And everything I feel I know you know And everything that heals I know you know And everything that steals I know you know And everything that kills you now And tell myself that [Chorus] Fuel-- Down I gave you everything I gave you trust and salvation I gave you everything that I could provide I gave you strength to stand and you shoved me Down [Chorus:] I know you want me to love you But all you ever do is bring me down Won't you go away forever? I've felt the world of pain Brought me to the water and then left me dry Took the drug from the user Took all my strength to run the shoved me Down [Chorus] It's kinda freaky just to see you crawl And all you can do is stare I know you're tripping When I kick you to the curb Like you kicked me Fuel -- Getting Thru I gave you all all my soul You gave it all away You tried so hard tried to blame But there's no more words to say Got no alibi Now you're out of lies [Chorus:] Am I getting through to you How much more should I define Nevermore to be your fool Am I getting through to you I tried so hard to shake it off You threw it in my face Under your skin your wicked ways The sweetness I can't taste And all that you provide All that you disguise [Chorus] But if you call you know I'll be there Tripping on your wires And fall right back into hands [Chorus] Just about most of the fuel songs help me, i get tired of the slow sappy music, makes me depressed, these are rock songs so its not the slow stuff, i feel like most of it was written about my life lol heres some others most of all million miles wont back down days with you |
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This song I loved for ages and ages but really spoke to me the last year of my marriage: Ride: Time of Her Time She turns her face to the wall She sees her sorrow there Puts out her hand to touch it Again and again Fingernail marks in the morning Wallpaper silhouettes Signs of her yesterdays Can't ever be wiped away She thought that I would care Thought that I'd be there - Think again Your face I've seen in visions In siver rippling sky No feelings/reactions As I pass you by Weeks compressed into minutes This time is her time Let me just this once Be cruel without being kind Songs which ALWAYS put me in a good mood: Walking on Sunshine - Katrina and the Waves Don't Get Me Wrong - The Pretenders |
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"Let It Die" Heart of gold but it lost its pride Beautiful veins and bloodshot eyes I've seen your face in another light Why'd you have to go and let it die? Why'd you have to go and let it die? Why'd you have to go and let it die? In too deep and out of time. Why'd you have to go and let it die? A simple man and his blushing bride Intravenous, intertwined Hearts gone cold your hands were tied Why'd you have to go and let it die? Why'd you have to go and let it die? Why'd you have to go and let it die? In too deep and out of time. Why'd you have to go and let it die? Do you ever think of me? You're so considerate. Do you ever think of me? Oh, so considerate. In too deep and lost in time Why'd you have to go and let it die? Beautiful veins and bloodshot eyes Why'd you have to go and let it die? Hearts gone cold and hands were tied. Why'd you have to go and let it die? Why'd you have to go and let it die? Do you ever think of me? You're so considerate. Did you ever think of me? Oh, so considerate. In too deep and lost in time Why'd you have to go and let it die? Beautiful veins and bloodshot eyes Why'd you have to go and let it die? Hearts gone cold and hands were tied. Why'd you have to go and let it die? Why'd you have to go and let this die? Why'd you have to go and let this die? Why'd you have to go and let this die? Why'd you have to go and let this die? Why'd you have to go and let it die? Foo Fighters YouTube - Foo Fighters - Let it die lyrics Very moving, heard the song was about Kurt Cobain and Courtney Love.
__________________ No one saves us but ourselves. No one can and no one may. We ourselves must walk the path. Buddha |
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Pink-So What. I love this song, it cracks me up. I crank it up when I am having a less than stellar day at work. Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na I guess i just lost my husband I don't know where he went So i'm gonna spend my money I'm not gonna pay his rent (Nope) I got a brand new attitude And i'm gonna wear it tonight I wanna get in trouble I wanna start a fight Na Na Na Na Na Na Na I wanna start a fight Na Na Na Na Na Na Na I wanna start a fight So so what? I'm still a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't need you And guess what I'm having more fun And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight I'm alright, I'm just fine And you're a tool So so what? I am a rockstar I got my rock moves And i don't want you tonight Uh, check my flow, uh The waiter just took my table And gave to Jessica Simp- ! I guess i'll go sit with drum boy At least he'll know how to hit What if this song's on the radio Then somebody's gonna die I'm gonna get in trouble My ex will start a fight Na Na Na Na Na Na Na He's gonna start a fight Na Na Na Na Na Na Na We're all gonna get in a fight! So so what? I'm still a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't need you And guess what I'm having more fun And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight I'm alright, I'm just fine And you're a tool So so what? I am a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't want you tonight You weren't there You never were You weren't all But thats not fair I gave you life I gave my all You weren't there You let me fall So so what? I'm still a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't need you And guess what I'm having more fun And now that we're done (we're done) I'm gonna show you tonight I'm alright(I'm alright),I'm just fine (I'm just fine) And you're a tool So so what? I am a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't want you tonight No No, No No I Don't want you tonight You weren't there I'm gonna show you tonight I'm alright, I'm just fine And you're a tool So so what? I am a rock star I got my rock moves And i don't want you tonight Ba da da da da da Sammy Hagar, the Standing Hampton album, I'll Fall in Love Again You do what you want to do I'll leave it all up to you In time, I'll fall in love again A hot love growin cold Just when you thought you'd found a heart of gold Looks like, I've been fooled again Chorus: Oh but it's all right, with me now I'll get back up somehow And with a little luck, I'm bound to win And I'll fall in love again I'll fall in love again And you're always sittin ring side Just a rollin' with the changing tide The tide has washed you from my mind And I guess you think you've got it made Oh but then you never were afraid Of anything that you've left behind Yea, yea, yea Yea, yea, yea, I'll fall in love again... Here's something to compare it to Like the little things you used to do Like giving more than you take Funny how the reasons grow Then the very next things you know The odds change, dividing up the cake [Chorus] Don't worry 'bout me baby I'll along somehow I'll fall in love again Yes it's all right Yes it's all right Lisa Brokup Take That (Gary Burr/Tom Shapiro) I've found something you've been hiding: I know exactly what you've done. No use trying to deny it: You ain't fooling anyone. I don't need a sunny day to see the light. The proof is in my hands, it's there in black and white. So here's some things that I think you might, Wanna pack real careful in your bags tonight. Take that letter from your girlfriend. Take that gold ring off your hand. As long as you're going, don't look back. The door says exit, baby: take that. For a long time I've had my suspicions, And you just fed the fire again. So don't leave nothing to remind me, Of what a fool I've been. You act like you don't know what I'm talking about. You're hoping that I'll see a shadow of a doubt. Trust me that ain't gonna happen now, So do me a favour while you're walking out. Take that letter from your girlfriend. Take that gold ring off your hand. As long as you're going, don't look back. The door says exit, baby: take that. You act like you don't know what I'm talking about. You're hoping that I'll see a shadow of a doubt. Trust me, that ain't gonna happen now, So do me a favour while you're walking out. Take that letter from your girlfriend. (Take That). Take that gold ring off your hand. As long as you're going, don't look back. The door says exit, baby: While you're at it: Take that promise that you gave me. Make this heartache disappear. Take that. Baby, take that. (Take That). You better, take that. (Take that). Take that. Pam Tillis-Let That Pony Run Mary was married with children Had the perfect suburban life Till her husband came clean with the help of Jim Beam And confessed all his sins in one night Said he'd fallen in love with a barmaid Said she made him free reckless and young When he was through, what else could she do She just let that pony run 'Cause you do what you gotta do And you know what you know You hang on till you can't hang on Then you learn to let go And you get what you need sometimes When it's all said and done You do what you gotta do Then you let that pony run Mary moved to West Virginia After the shock wore off She got a divorce and a chestnut horse And a barn with an old hayloft Sometimes she rides by the river Says it makes her feel reckless and young She just closes her eyes and she holds on tight And she lets that pony run 'Cause you do what you gotta do And you know what you know You hang on till you can't hang on Then you learn to let go And you get what you need sometimes When it's all said and done You do what you gotta do Then you let that pony run Let that pony run
__________________ Sorry is a game and I am tired of playing. The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence because that is where the dog poops. Let that pony run-Pam |
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i love music, i can pretty much find any song to match my mood heres the song i wish i could tattoo on my husbands forehead You'll Think Of Me lyrics I woke up early this morning around 4am With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms I've been tryin' my best to get along But that's OK There's nothing left to say, but Take your records, take your freedom Take your memories I don't need'em Take your space and take your reasons But you'll think of me And take your cat and leave my sweater 'Cause we have nothing left to weather In fact I'll feel a whole lot better But you'll think of me, you'll think of me I went out driving trying to clear my head I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this And all the baggage that seems to still exist It seems the only blessing I have left to my name Is not knowing what we could have been What we should have been So Take your records, take your freedom Take your memories I don't need'em Take your space and take your reasons But you'll think of me And take your cat and leave my sweater 'Cause we have nothing left to weather In fact I'll feel a whole lot better But you'll think of me Someday I'm gonna run across your mind Don't worry, I'll be fine I'm gonna be alright While you're sleeping with your pride Wishing I could hold you tight I'll be over you And on with my life So take your records, take your freedom Take your memories I don't need'em And take your cat and leave my sweater 'Cause we have nothing left to weather In fact I'll feel a whole lot better But you'll think of me So take your records, take your freedom Take your memories I don't need'em Take your space and all your reasons But you'll think of me And take your cat and leave my sweater 'Cause we got nothing left to weather In fact I'll feel a whole lot better But you'll think of me, you'll think of me, yeah And you're gonna think of me Oh someday baby, someday |
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REM Losing My Religion lyrics Life is bigger It's bigger than you And you are not me The lengths that I will go to The distance in your eyes Oh no I've said too much I set it up That's me in the corner That's me in the spotlight Losing my religion Trying to keep up with you And I don't know if I can do it Oh no I've said too much I haven't said enough I thought that I heard you laughing I thought that I heard you sing I think I thought I saw you try Every whisper Of every waking hour I'm Choosing my confessions Trying to keep an eye on you Like a hurt lost and blinded fool Oh no I've said too much I set it up Consider this The hint of the century Consider this The slip that brought me To my knees failed What if all these fantasies Come flailing around Now I've said too much I thought that I heard you laughing I thought that I heard you sing I think I thought I saw you try But that was just a dream That was just a dream |
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Music has been my savior. I have a large girl crush on Pink. MySpace.com - Julie Schurr - Nationwide, lovahhs!, Missouri - Acoustic / Indie / Folk Rock - www.myspace.com/julieschurr is an excellent artist and I like her song Drowning
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LOL Latte, me too! Pink rocks, she says what we are feeling but are too nice to say.
__________________ Sorry is a game and I am tired of playing. The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence because that is where the dog poops. Let that pony run-Pam |
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heres another good song that sums things up REM- Everybody Hurts When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone, when you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on. Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes. Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along. When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on) if you feel like letting go, (hold on) when you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on. Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends. Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand. If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long, when you think you've had too much of this life to hang on. Well, everybody hurts sometimes, everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes. And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. (repeat & fade) (Everybody hurts. You are not alone.)
__________________ “Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter or cynical about love. But rather makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along.” |
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| I think this should be the FFA National Anthem :D
Gloria Gaynor- I Will Survive>>>come on y'all sing it with me, you know you want to! First I was afraid I was petrified Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side But I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong I grew strong I learned how to get along on and so you're back from outer space I just walked in to find you here without that look upon your face I should have changed that stupid lock I should have made you leave your key If I had known for just one second you'd be back to bother me Go on now go walk out the door just turn around now 'cause you're not welcome anymore weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye think I'd crumble think I'd lay down and die Oh no, not I I will survive as long as i know how to love I know I will stay alive I've got all my life to live I've got all my love to give and I'll survive I will survive hey hey It took all the strength I had not to fall apart kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart and I spent so many nights just feeling sorry for myself I used to cry But now I hold my head up high and you see me somebody new I'm not that chained up little person still in love with you and so you felt like dropping in and just expect me to be free now I'm saving all my loving for someone who's loving me Go on now go walk out the door just turn around now, 'cause you're not welcome anymore weren't you the one tried to break me with goodbye, think I'd crumble, think I'd lay down and die oh no not I I will survive oh as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive I've got all my life to live and I've got all my love to give I'll survive I will survive
__________________ Sorry is a game and I am tired of playing. The grass is always greener on the other side of the fence because that is where the dog poops. Let that pony run-Pam |
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Not so much an inspiration but a warning and reminder... The Wannadies What You Want Im firm and calm with you in my arms from heaven sent - the omniscient and Im depending on your fear consolation in a strange way - dear what you want, what you need what you want to believe in what you want to, I wont let you because I love you - yeah manipulation of a soul dont try to win, Im in control whatever pleases you I fear consolation is getting stranger - dear what you want, what you need what you want to believe in what you want to achieve what you want to believe in yeah what you want what you need what you want to what you want to I wont let you because I love you |
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Rascal Flatts "No Reins She left that loser in a dust cloud Heart in his hand, chin on the ground Cried her last tear for that clown She can see a little clearer now She said, "Oh, oh, I gotta go and find me" Oh, oh she found the strength to break free CHORUS Like a painted wild mustang Flyin' out across the open range Finally gets to live her life that way No fear, no fences, nobody - no reins No reins All she's ever felt is held back She says, "It's kinda nice to hear myself laugh" She's gonna do a lot more of that She's makin' plans and makin' tracks She said, "Oh, oh I gotta go and find me" Oh, oh she found the strength to break free Repeat Chorus Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go Oh-oh which ever way the wind blows Oh-oh she's learnin' how to let go (learnin' how to let go) Repeat Chorus Twice |
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