The pain of staying, the pain of leaving

[Beautiful]

Mine's a dry drunk. He's very capable - capable of organizing ME! I am very organized as well but HE felt that either I was 1)too organized -or- 2)not organized enough. My feeling is that if you want a clean house, have a clean house. If you like dirt, live in dirt. And if you like somewhere in the middle then live somewhere in the middle. It is only a problem if you think it is. Problem is, I had lost all of my drive to be in a clean home because I hate it here. I felt unloved, unsupported, unvalued, you name it. When I realized that you only attract what you give off, I re-purposed my energy into something positive for me and became well on my way to leaving him in the dust. LOL!!!!

[TexasGirl]

Originally Posted by FD

I've decided that it's much more important to stop and smell the roses. There is so much beauty and abundance all around us and I was missing the bulk of it. Receipts can be filed away some rainy day. For now, it's time to play.

Love that, FD. That's how I've always lived. I wish I were some amazing housekeeper, but I'm too busy rocking on my porch to worry about dishes.