I Hit A New Bottom! - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information

tiburon88 · 02-09-2008, 07:10 AM

I think I am going to start listening to folks at meetings now. I relapsed for 1 day after 4 months of sobriety. Some of you may know that I have a love/hate relationship with AA. When I was sitting in a tiny jail cell with 2 other guys all I kept thinking was, "why didn't I go to a meeting?" I was charged with 3 different mis- deamenors from being wasted at a casino. I was high on xanax and about 16 beers. I was given a extremely high bond because I was from out of state. I will never forget this bottom. When I was in jail I was not given my anti-depressant medication either. I haven't had a sponser in about 2 years. I need a sponser. I am very grateful for being sober today.

Tiburon
"In And Out Of Sobriety Since 2002"

tay-lyn · 02-09-2008, 07:28 AM

My heart goes out to you. I'm glad you're ok....it could have been worse right? So good for you for coming back here and knowing you need to get a sponsor.
Hang in there and try your hardest to stay sober today.
One day at a time.

paulmh · 02-09-2008, 10:39 AM

However you get "it" Tib, I hope you do.

gypsytears · 02-09-2008, 11:44 AM

I'm sorry to hear of your replapse and troubles Tiburon. Perhaps you'll receive more support and responses if you post on the main forum? Just a suggestion.

02-09-2008, 07:10 AM	#1 (permalink)
tiburon88 Member Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Chicago, IL Posts: 779	I Hit A New Bottom! I think I am going to start listening to folks at meetings now. I relapsed for 1 day after 4 months of sobriety. Some of you may know that I have a love/hate relationship with AA. When I was sitting in a tiny jail cell with 2 other guys all I kept thinking was, "why didn't I go to a meeting?" I was charged with 3 different mis- deamenors from being wasted at a casino. I was high on xanax and about 16 beers. I was given a extremely high bond because I was from out of state. I will never forget this bottom. When I was in jail I was not given my anti-depressant medication either. I haven't had a sponser in about 2 years. I need a sponser. I am very grateful for being sober today. Tiburon "In And Out Of Sobriety Since 2002"

02-09-2008, 07:28 AM	#2 (permalink)
tay-lyn Bring Laughter Wherever You Go Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: Ontario, Canada Posts: 357 Blog Entries: 23	My heart goes out to you. I'm glad you're ok....it could have been worse right? So good for you for coming back here and knowing you need to get a sponsor. Hang in there and try your hardest to stay sober today. One day at a time. __________________ There's no road, that ain't a hard road, to travel on. Sam Roberts Did you exchange, a walk-on part in the war, for a lead role in a cage. Roger Waters

02-09-2008, 10:39 AM	#3 (permalink)
paulmh Member Join Date: Jun 2006 Location: UK Posts: 1,374	However you get "it" Tib, I hope you do. __________________ It all works. It IS simple Miss C Give up hope of a better past.

02-09-2008, 11:44 AM	#4 (permalink)
gypsytears not a greeter Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: padmasana Posts: 12,449 Blog Entries: 2	I'm sorry to hear of your replapse and troubles Tiburon. Perhaps you'll receive more support and responses if you post on the main forum? Just a suggestion. __________________ Yoga teaches us to cure what need not be endured and endure what cannot be cured. ~B.K.S. Iyengar

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