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jezamybell · 03-25-2005, 04:13 PM

Having a VERY difficult time today. I am 30 yrs old with a newly aquired eating disorder. Funny thing is I always had this issue but I exercised all the time. Recently I began throwing up evrything I eat. Not a binge It could be as small as an avacado. I can't seem to make myself stop. I am losing a lot of weight and my husband is giving me so much attention. If I stop I am not afraid that I won't lose more , but I will gain. The sick part is that I kinda enjoy having a secret all to myself. I am not sure why this started...kinda hoping someone could share their story to see if it is normal for me to feel this way.

wantneeda · 03-25-2005, 10:04 PM

hi Jez, welcome. someone will be along shortly i'm sure!!! I ahve not gone through what you are but i can relate to wanting to be thin and i know when i am thinner the comments people make about it go right to my head. Overeaters Anonymous could be a place you might want to check out. I just looked it up myself. They have meeting all over the place. Overeaters you might think doesn't apply to you but it's what's inside that seems to control my actions...working on myself is taking me on a journey that i never would have believed to be possible. Keep coming back here!!!

KelKel · 03-25-2005, 11:38 PM

Hi Jez
I am glad you found this site... and are planning to address your eating disorder.
I had a bout with Bulemia when I was in college and can relate to what you have shared...
You will find support and understanding here...
Let us know how we can help you along in this journey.
Sincerely,
Kellie

03-25-2005, 04:13 PM	#1 (permalink)
jezamybell Member Join Date: Mar 2005 Location: Lancaster PA Posts: 2	New Here Having a VERY difficult time today. I am 30 yrs old with a newly aquired eating disorder. Funny thing is I always had this issue but I exercised all the time. Recently I began throwing up evrything I eat. Not a binge It could be as small as an avacado. I can't seem to make myself stop. I am losing a lot of weight and my husband is giving me so much attention. If I stop I am not afraid that I won't lose more , but I will gain. The sick part is that I kinda enjoy having a secret all to myself. I am not sure why this started...kinda hoping someone could share their story to see if it is normal for me to feel this way.

03-25-2005, 10:04 PM	#2 (permalink)
wantneeda Miss Behavin' Join Date: Jan 2005 Location: regina,saskatchewan Posts: 975	hi Jez, welcome. someone will be along shortly i'm sure!!! I ahve not gone through what you are but i can relate to wanting to be thin and i know when i am thinner the comments people make about it go right to my head. Overeaters Anonymous could be a place you might want to check out. I just looked it up myself. They have meeting all over the place. Overeaters you might think doesn't apply to you but it's what's inside that seems to control my actions...working on myself is taking me on a journey that i never would have believed to be possible. Keep coming back here!!! __________________ nothin' changes if nothin' changes

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03-25-2005, 11:38 PM	#3 (permalink)
KelKel Member Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: The Mohave Desert Posts: 2,307	Hi Jez I am glad you found this site... and are planning to address your eating disorder. I had a bout with Bulemia when I was in college and can relate to what you have shared... You will find support and understanding here... Let us know how we can help you along in this journey. Sincerely, Kellie

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