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[dancingkat]

so i started my new meds of course and like usual when i start once again it can do some strange things to me which i am not sure is that great. first off i have been in a mania stage for 3 days now and also my appetite has been killed. now for an anorexic that is heaven but in truth i know its bad and i still set things ready to eat in my fridge to remind me to take care of myself. but normally this phase will taper off after a week or so and i will mellow out. but boy i am getting tons done. i do love manic moods though lots of ppl around me liek my ex get frustrated cause i talk too fast and skip subjects. but well i see the doc again in a month and if i dont settle down in a week i am going to call and complain. mania and depression are both not good and after a whiel of mania i will get stressed and start getting short tempered and i dont want that. ironically all these meds are anxiety reducing but as always my body reacts different and it has all keyed me up.
here is the list
80mg geodon
600mg trileptol
10 mg lexapro
200mg trazadone

and these are starter doses. ironically i am finally sleeping a little more at last after 2 months if insomnia and the OCD is much better and i have hardly have had an urge to purge at all and have been free from it since i started the meds so thats a life saver. hm but i just got to keep waiting a little longer for about a week and then make an assesment to see where i stand with these.

[Nina Kay]

and also my appetite has been killed. now for an anorexic that is heaven but in truth i know its bad and i still set things ready to eat in my fridge to remind me to take care of myself.

Hey dancingkat, it sounds smart to prepare some things ahead in order to take care of yourself. That's so good.

i am finally sleeping a little more at last after 2 months if insomnia and the OCD is much better and i have hardly have had an urge to purge at all and have been free from it since i started the meds so thats a life saver.

It's great to hear that you are finally getting some rest. I know that it always makes a really big difference in my eating and appetite when I've had enough rest. Actually getting enough sleep makes a complete difference in me in just about every way. My body and mind are so so sensitive.

I was wondering if you've visited in the Mental Health or the Anxiety Disorder Forums. I know that there are wonderful people there too and alot of what you are saying can be so easily understood by those there.

Keep hanging in there and keep coming back to SR as often as possible.

[dancingkat]

oh yes i think i have visited the other forums as well. yes it would be better to have posted that there. hm well i think all these effects are cause my body is getting used to meds again. i think it will taper off soon. and i will be back to normal