It's been almost a year sense I was hospitalized with Acute Respiratory Distress Syndrome which I got because I caught Amonnia from someone at the drug treatment center I was at. This event put me in the hospital on a respirator at 100% oxygen for 5 weeks plus another 3 months recovering in the hospital and a nursing home. While I was going through this I absolutly hated it!...but when I finaly got back home the old self destructive behavior of smoking marijuana and tabcco started all over again. Which I do realize is absolutly INSANE!...but I don't know how to stop! Others around me say "just do it" but my question is HOW?!
Any advice words of wisdom or simply your story of recovery I would greatly appreciate.

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