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First of all, glory to my lord and savior Jesus Christ for helping me reach this milestone, one I thought would probably never happen.
The good things? It seem I am able to relax a little better, and the hangovers are NOT missed.(!) The house stays neater & longer, & I more than likely sleep better than I think I do.
Of course I have my moments of happiness, but the depression comes out of nowhere from any direction for NO apparent reason & hits like a ton of bricks. To quote my former "rock God" Alice Cooper (of all people.) " I don't know what I'm going through."
But, continue onward I will and must. It's going to be a tough, hard road to repentance. so be it......I've made it this far. Dammed if I'm going back...
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