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BUTTERFLY-7 · 05-07-2008, 08:23 AM

Today I finally get to see the psychiatry
I have and Apt. at 1:00 today I'm so freak out
I don't trust them any little thing you tell them
they ready to lock you up,so Please I need Lots
of Prayers from everyone at S.R. and who ever
reads this thread,I guess I'm traumatize from
the last encounter with a shrink in 2004,I was
in a Out-Patient program and I told my counselor
that I been feeling Paranoia, and that I felt depressed,
so she send me to see the shrink at the program
and I told him How I felt, and to top it off I had
a big argument with two womans that were patients
that same day, and they lock me up that
same day, he told the director of the program that
I said I was hearing Voices, when I didn't tell him that
I told him that I get paranoid when I'm in the public
Bus, or train, in a large crowds, so my Question? is
what do I tell the shrink.please Prayers Need It

U

Guys so much

***Rella927*** · 05-07-2008, 09:08 AM

Butterfly Breathe....Lots and Lots of prayers coming your way!

Astro · 05-07-2008, 09:31 AM

Prayers and support going out for you Butterfly, we luv ya!

***cmc*** · 05-07-2008, 09:34 AM

I'm sending some prayers along too.

dave47 · 05-07-2008, 01:46 PM

Praying for you Butterfly, God bless.

BUTTERFLY-7 · 05-07-2008, 06:59 PM

O.K Guy's I really did it this time or I just Guess it
wasn't meant to be or your prayers really got to the
throne of heaven and God didn't think I was ready
to see the shrink

Oh God help me I tough my Apt.
was schedule for 1:00 p.m today and it wasn't
it was for 9:30 this morning Oh: well I did it again
but I will see him on next wed I just want to say

to all of you Guys at S.R. for your continuing support&
patients God Bless

BUTTERFLY-7 · 05-17-2008, 03:13 PM

Please I need Lots of Prayers

today I went
to my first Job interview since I've been in recovery
and they hire me on the spot I'm so afraid of me
not the storms or the process or others I'm afraid of me
I star Monday Please Pray is a fashion clothing Department store
for Womans the pressure is On

butterfly19 · 05-17-2008, 03:46 PM

My thoughts and prayers are with you my fellow butterfly!

Did you ever make it to that psychiatrist appointment? When you do go, just take a moment to breathe, relax, pray that God will be with you during the appt. I was scared to death when I went to my first appt. with mine, but I feel that the right doctor will be sent your way. My doc is very good, and now nearly a month later I'm very thankful that I kept my appt. when my mind told me to give up!

Keep praying my dear! We are hear for you! Congrats on the new job by the way. It is wonderful news!

butterfly19

**best** · 05-17-2008, 06:39 PM

From the growth I have seen in you since coming to SR... I know you will do great and they will be blessed to have such a wonderful worker at their store.

Hired on the spot... See even they think you are worth it. They didn't want you to get away.

You will do great.

BUTTERFLY-7 · 05-17-2008, 09:17 PM

Butter I did go to my apt. this week
and I was prescribe my Meds but know I have
to work to pay them I ain't got no medical inssurance

and Best God Bless you for that beautiful
post it was toching I never tough of it
as been that special

God Bless you Guys

dave47 · 05-19-2008, 06:52 AM

Best wishes and continued prayers Butterfly, sure you will be fine.

BUTTERFLY-7 · 05-20-2008, 08:17 PM

Hey: Gang latest Report, I finally was able to Get my Medication
Yesterday, my Lovely Dear Hubby Pay for them
his Mom Got her income-tax and Bless him, and he Bless me,

I know many of yous remember when I first
arrive at this site tire, and weary,Broken Hearted, and with a
un-supportive Husband, that didn't understand were I was
coming from, well there is a God

my Husband hasn't been the same, yesterday his Mom Bless him
with some money and he pay my prescription they were $82.00
and when I came out of work yesterday I pass to my Local community-
church were we both are members of and my Pastor owns a small
bible book store and I owe him $13.00 because I bought a daily devotional book, to get me on me star it on my Day, and on my feet
before I get to work and the pastor told me he had pass by
and pay for it I'm so Bless to Have him as my Husband

and today when I came from work it was his day off
and he clean up the hall entire Apt, and it was spotless
he loves now been in church, and he gets mad when I get fleshy
and don't want to go

Thank you Lord only you could have don't it

is true what they say it's worth enduring some hard ache, and pain,

BUTTERFLY-7 · 05-27-2008, 08:27 PM

Please, I need immediately Fast prayers

if I sound so demanded I'm not, I'm Going trough
the only Storm, and I know I need to be tested and all
But Please, the Storm is hitting my Home, & me, in a very aggressive
and violent way,so Please once again I Beg For Ur

Thanx, Luv

***cmc*** · 05-27-2008, 08:31 PM

BUTTERFLY-7 · 05-28-2008, 08:23 PM

cmc it seems like you are the only one
in this thread that is supportive no offense to
any one But were is the support or comfort when
you need it oh well I guess thats life

**best** · 05-29-2008, 02:43 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by BUTTERFLY-7

cmc it seems like you are the only one
in this thread that is supportive no offense to
any one But were is the support or comfort when
you need it oh well I guess thats life

Butterfly

I am sure that there are people who prayed but didn't post but this is something I am more sure of...
The support and comfort when you need it most is always available by talking with the Lord.
I can't be here every minute of the day, you can't either but Jesus is "Always" there no matter how big the storm is or how calm life is...Jesus is always there.

BUTTERFLY-7 · 05-29-2008, 08:46 AM

best i didn't mean to sound so
ungrateful I just feel like I been Ignore
I know I had my confrontations, and runnings,
with some people at this site

and I know not every body is going to cheer for me
but it feels awful I'm not a Bad person some people
are going to agree with me and some are not

But I believe that in time of need we should all
put our indifferences aside and come together
and Help and support each other

and I understand you and allot of people are very Busy
but I know you always been supportive no offence

05-07-2008, 08:23 AM	#1 (permalink)
BUTTERFLY-7 Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: inside my Brain Posts: 1,069	Lots of Prayers Please Today I finally get to see the psychiatry I have and Apt. at 1:00 today I'm so freak out I don't trust them any little thing you tell them they ready to lock you up,so Please I need Lots of Prayers from everyone at S.R. and who ever reads this thread,I guess I'm traumatize from the last encounter with a shrink in 2004,I was in a Out-Patient program and I told my counselor that I been feeling Paranoia, and that I felt depressed, so she send me to see the shrink at the program and I told him How I felt, and to top it off I had a big argument with two womans that were patients that same day, and they lock me up that same day, he told the director of the program that I said I was hearing Voices, when I didn't tell him that I told him that I get paranoid when I'm in the public Bus, or train, in a large crowds, so my Question? is what do I tell the shrink.please Prayers Need It U Guys so much

05-07-2008, 09:08 AM	#2 (permalink)
*Rella927* ¢σммυηιту gяєєтєя Join Date: Aug 2004 Location: Spreading my wings Posts: 5,915	Butterfly Breathe....Lots and Lots of prayers coming your way!
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05-07-2008, 09:31 AM	#3 (permalink)
Astro Codaholic Alcodependant Join Date: Nov 2006 Location: Phoenix, AZ, in a home filled with love Posts: 5,490	Prayers and support going out for you Butterfly, we luv ya!
	__________________ "Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in a pretty, and well preserved body, but rather to skid in broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming---WOW-What a ride"

05-07-2008, 09:34 AM	#4 (permalink)
*cmc* Community Greeter Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: a good state of mind Posts: 8,690	I'm sending some prayers along too.
	__________________ Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: What! You too? I thought I was the only one. C. S. Lewis

05-07-2008, 01:46 PM	#5 (permalink)
dave47 Member Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: England Posts: 1,315	Praying for you Butterfly, God bless.
	__________________ Into each life some rain must fall,some days be dark and dreary. The Difficult is that which can be done immediately;the Impossible that which takes a little longer.

05-07-2008, 06:59 PM	#6 (permalink)
BUTTERFLY-7 Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: inside my Brain Posts: 1,069	O.K Guy's I really did it this time or I just Guess it wasn't meant to be or your prayers really got to the throne of heaven and God didn't think I was ready to see the shrink Oh God help me I tough my Apt. was schedule for 1:00 p.m today and it wasn't it was for 9:30 this morning Oh: well I did it again but I will see him on next wed I just want to say to all of you Guys at S.R. for your continuing support& patients God Bless

05-17-2008, 03:13 PM	#7 (permalink)
BUTTERFLY-7 Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: inside my Brain Posts: 1,069	Please I need Lots of Prayerstoday I went to my first Job interview since I've been in recovery and they hire me on the spot I'm so afraid of me not the storms or the process or others I'm afraid of me I star Monday Please Pray is a fashion clothing Department store for Womans the pressure is On

05-17-2008, 03:46 PM	#8 (permalink)
butterfly19 "My Only Friends Are Pirates" Join Date: Mar 2008 Location: WV Posts: 187	My thoughts and prayers are with you my fellow butterfly! Did you ever make it to that psychiatrist appointment? When you do go, just take a moment to breathe, relax, pray that God will be with you during the appt. I was scared to death when I went to my first appt. with mine, but I feel that the right doctor will be sent your way. My doc is very good, and now nearly a month later I'm very thankful that I kept my appt. when my mind told me to give up! Keep praying my dear! We are hear for you! Congrats on the new job by the way. It is wonderful news! butterfly19
	__________________ My Disgrace Is My Saving Grace

05-17-2008, 06:39 PM	#9 (permalink)
best Don't get undies in a bunch Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: South Shore MA Posts: 7,191	From the growth I have seen in you since coming to SR... I know you will do great and they will be blessed to have such a wonderful worker at their store. Hired on the spot... See even they think you are worth it. They didn't want you to get away. You will do great.
	__________________ * I asked God to spare me pain. God said "No", Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me. Recovery Related Acronym B. E. S. T. = Been Enjoying Sobriety Today?

05-17-2008, 09:17 PM	#10 (permalink)
BUTTERFLY-7 Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: inside my Brain Posts: 1,069	Butter I did go to my apt. this week and I was prescribe my Meds but know I have to work to pay them I ain't got no medical inssurance and Best God Bless you for that beautiful post it was toching I never tough of it as been that special God Bless you Guys

05-19-2008, 06:52 AM	#11 (permalink)
dave47 Member Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: England Posts: 1,315	Best wishes and continued prayers Butterfly, sure you will be fine.
	__________________ Into each life some rain must fall,some days be dark and dreary. The Difficult is that which can be done immediately;the Impossible that which takes a little longer.

05-20-2008, 08:17 PM	#12 (permalink)
BUTTERFLY-7 Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: inside my Brain Posts: 1,069	Hey: Gang latest Report, I finally was able to Get my Medication Yesterday, my Lovely Dear Hubby Pay for them his Mom Got her income-tax and Bless him, and he Bless me, I know many of yous remember when I first arrive at this site tire, and weary,Broken Hearted, and with a un-supportive Husband, that didn't understand were I was coming from, well there is a God my Husband hasn't been the same, yesterday his Mom Bless him with some money and he pay my prescription they were $82.00 and when I came out of work yesterday I pass to my Local community- church were we both are members of and my Pastor owns a small bible book store and I owe him $13.00 because I bought a daily devotional book, to get me on me star it on my Day, and on my feet before I get to work and the pastor told me he had pass by and pay for it I'm so Bless to Have him as my Husband and today when I came from work it was his day off and he clean up the hall entire Apt, and it was spotless he loves now been in church, and he gets mad when I get fleshy and don't want to go Thank you Lord only you could have don't it is true what they say it's worth enduring some hard ache, and pain,

05-27-2008, 08:27 PM	#13 (permalink)
BUTTERFLY-7 Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: inside my Brain Posts: 1,069	Please, I need immediately Fast prayers if I sound so demanded I'm not, I'm Going trough the only Storm, and I know I need to be tested and all But Please, the Storm is hitting my Home, & me, in a very aggressive and violent way,so Please once again I Beg For Ur Thanx, Luv

05-27-2008, 08:31 PM	#14 (permalink)
*cmc* Community Greeter Join Date: Feb 2006 Location: a good state of mind Posts: 8,690
	__________________ Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: What! You too? I thought I was the only one. C. S. Lewis

05-28-2008, 08:23 PM	#15 (permalink)
BUTTERFLY-7 Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: inside my Brain Posts: 1,069	cmc it seems like you are the only one in this thread that is supportive no offense to any one But were is the support or comfort when you need it oh well I guess thats life

05-29-2008, 08:46 AM	#17 (permalink)
BUTTERFLY-7 Member Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: inside my Brain Posts: 1,069	best i didn't mean to sound so ungrateful I just feel like I been Ignore I know I had my confrontations, and runnings, with some people at this site and I know not every body is going to cheer for me but it feels awful I'm not a Bad person some people are going to agree with me and some are not But I believe that in time of need we should all put our indifferences aside and come together and Help and support each other and I understand you and allot of people are very Busy but I know you always been supportive no offence