sad morning

[BUTTERFLY-7]

Hey guy's good morning 2 all of u's 4'r me is sadmorning if is not one thing is another I don't want 2 sound like a whiner or complaint but like I said my worst subject in the chool of life is emotionally pain,is my husband I don't know what 2 do we been together 4'r a year and 3 month and 3 month legaly marrie by law I know deep down my soul I commited a big mistake all the red flag's where there but we only look at what we like and ignore the rest I keep it on the Ihe is not bad I don't think nobody is bad in life I just think the choices we make and decicion's of life is what make's us look bad I'm in and out of rolecoster as it is with my BIPOLAR and then recovering from this scruchiating disease of addiction may GOD me 4'r the pass 4 day's he's been acting out of the ordenarie I try 2 understand him it could b the chedule of his job or he is not satifies with his pay salarie but his benn DR. JEKIL AND MR HIDE just this morning aproximaly 3:57 he was talking in his dream and what came out of his mouth was u'r beutiful girl then he said your beutiful girl's and put his lip's together 2 make kiss sound's I waited 4'r him 2 wake up he wake's up at 4:00 am and confronted him with this matter he dennied it 2 the end then got furious and irretade when confronted I don't know what 2 do

[cmc]

Butterfly,
Prayers being said for you and your husband too.

[best]

Being a guy, I still can only guess what his dreams were about or why he is having them. Dreams are said to be run by the sub-conscious not our active thoughts.

Something you could do ...

Read Song of Solomon together and enjoy a relaxing evening together.
I am sure that if you both read that book of the bible together and maybe do a bible study on what is written together... you will keep the spark fresh and both will grow from what the verses bring to you each.

[IO Storm]

Oh my goodness Butterfly...if I told what some of my dreams were!!!!!!!!!

Certainly not what one would call "Christian" dreams! Best is correct..the subconcious

works out things in sleep...bits and pieces of this and that...and what you had for

dinner last night.

I, too am bipolar...please take your medication exactly as precribed through this

stressful time without fail.....

And ask God for a peaceful resolution to this matter, no matter what.

I will pray for you as well, dear.

Keep posting, please.

Love,



Sherry

[BUTTERFLY-7]

U GUY'S 4'r all ur luv and strenght and patience u guy's have with me 2 BEST,is funny that u advice me 2 read the good old book of life bacause he usually ask's me 2 read the Bible 2 him as a new baby born in christ he is not that strong or ruthed the last time he sak me 2 read with him he ssnaped at me 4'r not getting 2 the point on time so that's enough 4'r me in that department all I could do is pray '4r him and keep the focus on mua(me)

[IO Storm]

You read and I'll pray....and bless your dear heart sweetie.

[best]

You read the Song of songs am I am sure he will listen *LOL*

[BUTTERFLY-7]

U WAS RIGHT I ASK HIM 4HRS OGO IF HE WANT IT ME 2 READ 2 HIM NO NEED 4R HIM 2 BE UP IT WAS LIKE PUTING A BABY TO SLEEP WITH NIGHT STORIES AND HE LISTEN ANDHE FELL SLEEP