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namommy · 06-16-2007, 07:35 AM

Best,
You have known me on these boards for a long time. So, you know that for years I have had a hard time letting myself cry, and even when I felt like I wanted to, I wasn't able to. There was something blocking the emotions and the tears.

Since I have accepted Jesus into my heart, I cry almost everyday. Good, bad, indifferent. The tears just flow.

I realized this today when I was saying my morning prayers, and tears were just flowing down my face. Then I realized what a miracle this is. I am able to feel things that I haven't felt in years. I am able to cry sad and happy tears.

This may sound weird, but when I was saying my prayers, I felt this tingling feeling all over, that is when the tears started flowing, and they really flowed.

Thank you Jesus for giving me the gift of emotion again.

**best** · 06-16-2007, 08:50 AM

Isn't that the most wonderful feeling?
I remember a day when I felt nothingness. Empty and void inside.
Today I welcome every tear and just as you said...

Thank you Jesus for giving me the gift of emotion again.

caileesnana · 06-16-2007, 05:54 PM

Tears are a good way to heal!

06-16-2007, 07:35 AM	#1 (permalink)
namommy Member Join Date: May 2004 Location: Never, Never land Posts: 2,711	Todays Awareness. Best, You have known me on these boards for a long time. So, you know that for years I have had a hard time letting myself cry, and even when I felt like I wanted to, I wasn't able to. There was something blocking the emotions and the tears. Since I have accepted Jesus into my heart, I cry almost everyday. Good, bad, indifferent. The tears just flow. I realized this today when I was saying my morning prayers, and tears were just flowing down my face. Then I realized what a miracle this is. I am able to feel things that I haven't felt in years. I am able to cry sad and happy tears. This may sound weird, but when I was saying my prayers, I felt this tingling feeling all over, that is when the tears started flowing, and they really flowed. Thank you Jesus for giving me the gift of emotion again. __________________ I came into this program to save my a** and found out it was attached to my soul. --Anonymous

06-16-2007, 08:50 AM	#2 (permalink)
best Don't get undies in a bunch Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: South Shore MA Posts: 7,184	Isn't that the most wonderful feeling? I remember a day when I felt nothingness. Empty and void inside. Today I welcome every tear and just as you said... Thank you Jesus for giving me the gift of emotion again. __________________ * I asked God to spare me pain. God said "No", Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me. Recovery Related Acronym B. E. S. T. = Been Enjoying Sobriety Today?

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