Newcomer to SR I want to meet

[conejo]

I am a newcomer to this website, first time ever. I am an alcoholic and an addict I have been sober since 9/11/05. But I have been going to AA for 5 years. I have had a lots of trouble surrendering, but I also keep changing addictions. I was and am addicted to gambling for awhile, I used gambling when I would pop pills to forget about all my problems at home. But of course I lost my husband made a mess of my finances anyway I am alone and I go to AA meetings 3-4 times a week. I am getting stronger by putting my faith in my higher power, I pray every day and I no longer do the things that I messed up. I live with guilt and I am working on my 4th step. I was wondering if there is anyone else that had addiction to gambling slot machines, that was a real high to me. BUt I had to admit to my problem, and am currently straightening out my mess. But the guilt is terrible, because I realize all the damage I did to my family. For awhile I was suicidal, but now I have friends and am earning my families trust again. I just want to meet people that had some of these same issues.

[abtchonamission]

Hi conejo, welcome to SoberRecovery.

I think you'll find a lot of people here on SR who share many, if not all, of your addictions. We have plenty of different forums here, so please read around and take note of the sticky posts at the tops of most of the forums - those specific posts are filled with particularly good information.

Glad you're here, and I'm looking forward to getting to know you.

Hugs,
Trisha

Welcome Aboard, Conejo! Glad you're here with us! Make yourself at home.

[OVERIT]

Hey Conejo!

Welcome to SR. This is a great place. My name is Ang and I am an alcoholic. Newly sober "again". I'm glad that you are here. Keep coming back. We are a good bunch!


xoxoxoxo


Ang