I tried to make a plan to fix the things I messed up.

[hopealwayz]

I've made a mini plan if it works out. My rent is $750 and I mainly need the apartment at the times I am in school so I was thinking of taking a loan against my car from the bank to get the rent money until May; so that is $750 X 3. But I need to pay that back this summer so I don't have even more problems when school starts.
In the summer, maybe I can sublease.

For the rest of the bills, I can work part-time and do the best I can making payments. My main focus is on my electric, cell phone, internet, and my other bank loan. Basically, while I'm in school, my living expenses need to come first and I have to find something to do with the credit cards.

I don't know how my plan will work but I have to do something.


I do know one thing--- all of my plans to fix this problem will only be made reality if I can stay clean and sober.

If I don't stay clean and sober, then there is no point in following my plan because I would end up there again.

I need to do EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING that I need to do to stay sober.

[Purrdy]

it always annoys me that people who are trying to better themselves seem to get squeezed from every corner...ahhh well maybe its part of the course....

Try not to get into the 'borrow enough money to get yourself completey out of debt' syndrome as it can escalate..

Have you tried other ways of raising some cash, maybe parents or soemthing? I dont know your circumstances, over in the uk you can have low interest loans which you pay back when you get work....

Consider all your options first...

Stay strong and stay sober because with out our sobriety we lose the lot!!

Prayers and love to you

Purrddyxxx