My son is in jail. He's also an addict. I guess it's in the genes. I have too many feelings to express them all. I'm trying to seperate myself and find some peace but I can't.

I'm depressed and feeling suicidal AGAIN. Why can't I get away from these feelings?

I met someone over a year ago who I have come to like very much. He's divorced but he sees another woman. I suspected it but I have enough self confidence that I know I could find someone else. The problem is I'm so attracted to him in the visual and physical sense that I am willing to share. All I ask is that we don't discuss their relationship. Friends tell to run, not walk but I can't. HELP! I need advise.