Today I usually go to my weekly AA meeting, but for the past 2 weeks I haven’t. The Christmas season has been a rough one again for me. Although I work the SMART Recovery program, AA still holds a place of interest and deep conflict for me. In one way I see myself going to the meeting as a way to gain some spiritual tolerance. I also like the heretical idea of a God of ones understanding in AA. I think that is what drew me to the UUA church in the first place. The fact that their early church leaders were labeled a heretics, some were burned at the stake. I guess I am a heretic’s heretic with my non-theistic belief system in a quasi-religious program. So I will go to the open meeting this morning and see if I can learn something about me, AA and a way to peaceful coexistence between the two.
"It may be that our role on this planet is not to worship God, but to create him."
..........Arthur C. Clarke
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"It may be that our role on this planet is not to worship God, but to create him."
..........Arthur C. Clarke
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rain
Posted 01-04-2008 at 09:37 AM by Zencat
Felling hopeful this morning. Sat outside with my friends this morning, having coffee, looking to the sky for rain, chatting. I like where I live, I still value the overseeing by staff and that helps me so much. I know when HUD comes through I’ll be on my own but that’s for another day. IDDT Addiction Group today, if only they held more groups, alas they don’t. So many thoughts running through my head this morning, but what the heck I like to over think stuff. Think it through it is said so think, think, away…lol. 

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