Today I usually go to my weekly AA meeting, but for the past 2 weeks I haven’t. The Christmas season has been a rough one again for me. Although I work the SMART Recovery program, AA still holds a place of interest and deep conflict for me. In one way I see myself going to the meeting as a way to gain some spiritual tolerance. I also like the heretical idea of a God of ones understanding in AA. I think that is what drew me to the UUA church in the first place. The fact that their early church leaders were labeled a heretics, some were burned at the stake. I guess I am a heretic’s heretic with my non-theistic belief system in a quasi-religious program. So I will go to the open meeting this morning and see if I can learn something about me, AA and a way to peaceful coexistence between the two.
"It may be that our role on this planet is not to worship God, but to create him."
..........Arthur C. Clarke
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"It may be that our role on this planet is not to worship God, but to create him."
..........Arthur C. Clarke
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beautiful California
Posted 01-09-2008 at 10:42 PM by Zencat
I did a little work in my future website, still don’t have a clue about what its going to be about . Maybe something to do with gender identity, drug abuse, sexual abuse and Hedwig…hahaha. So far its about the musical Hedwig and the angry inch. Another day clean and another day relatively sane. Good stuff. Tomorrow is group. No thoughts on that for now. Its after group that gives me the most problems. All the why questions. Then the anger. Sorrow. Another day.
Got out a little more today. Thank the lucky stares above for thrift stores. Almost bought a bocce ball set, maybe tomorrow I will, if its still there. I haven’t gone to the library in a long time, time to return that book, man that’s going to cost me. And it is time for a walk out on the pier tomorrow. The weather is good and looks like we’ll get some of that beautiful California sun shine. I love it.
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Got out a little more today. Thank the lucky stares above for thrift stores. Almost bought a bocce ball set, maybe tomorrow I will, if its still there. I haven’t gone to the library in a long time, time to return that book, man that’s going to cost me. And it is time for a walk out on the pier tomorrow. The weather is good and looks like we’ll get some of that beautiful California sun shine. I love it.
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I like bocce ball. Actually played it at a resturaunt in SF, CA...in North Beach. Salvation Army would have been cheeper. But ah-well.
Website...Zencat...I'd love to be a part of anything you start...except world domination....you are on your ownon that one!
LOVE YA!
Keep me posted on the progress!!!
The BitzPosted 04-29-2008 at 01:22 PM by lilbit
