Ok, I have had a drink, and not just a little, will explain the day...

Friend came round and had to go to work at 4pm, went for quick drive knowing that i should not drink, got home and then went out on bike, then back again!

I had no money on me but people know me by face so went and got 10 cans of beer (small - yeah like that makes a difference) and a bottle of white wine...1st beer -shouldnt be doing this, btw cliff you will be wankered when you go to bed - yeah...

Ok, I have had a drink, and not just a little, will explain the day...

Friend came round and had to go to work at 4pm, went for quick drive knowing that i should not drink, got home and then went out on bike, then back again!

I had no money on me but people know me by face so went and got 10 cans of beer (small - yeah like that makes a difference) and a bottle of white wine...1st beer -shouldnt be doing this, btw cliff you will be wankered when you go to bed - yeah...

Hmm not sure how this works so will have to have a play around...second day off the booze...man that sounds so...argghhh!

Feeling nice and anxious, noted by my quick drive on the motorbike where i am normally care free yet found myself being overtaken by 500cc cars tonight, might give those 'drives' a miss for a bit.

Really don't know what to do with myself at all but at least I am not pi**ed and going out drunk to get some more booze and then at midnight falling off...