It is so hard to let go of the past when you feel connected to it by a child. I know no matter what I do, I feel abandoned and that no one who truly loved us would have left us behind. He said that he would come back for us but I know that cannot be because of the actions he is taking to make sure we cannot. He refuses to get help, he doesn't admit his pill use is a problem. He hasn't saved any money from his check this month to send even for formula or diapers. I guess my No Contact will have to...