Arggg
Posted 02-27-2008 at 02:04 PM by tennchick9598
Well, last night I told my husband that we were pretty much over and just faking it through, and he thought that was just fine, he didnt care. It just means that he can further pursue whomever he is screwing at the moment. He called just now and said " I have to work over a couple hours" LOL, like I believe that.
I dont even care anymore. I hope he stays out until I am asleep. I dont want to talk to him see him, nothing. I just hung up on him after he said that, I dont want to fake anymore. I took off my wedding ring, and dont speak to him, vice versa. I need my life back one with friends and a social life. I have not had one in aboutr 6 years.
He is gone 24/7 and I am alone and sad all the time. I dont want to live this way any more. I hope he knows he is going to get the lawyer, and that I WILL agree to joint custody, but not to EVERYthing he demands. I am not going to get into a relationship for at least 6mos to a year. I need to be alone. I may go out a few times though. I do not like to drink anymore, so no chance of getting hammered.
I will have to get an order of protection from him. He is a stalker, he may not want me, but he damn sure doenst want anyone else to have me. I am over that too, he doesnt care anymore and neither do I. I am just numb, but sad at the same time. I want to punch the hell out of him, literally. I want him to move out TODAY. No car in my name, name not on lease, etc etc. Great huh. I have SOOO many medicines and no insurance without him. I will be screwed, jobless, no insurance, no where to go, NO where. I will think it over and if you have any ideas feel free.
I dont even care anymore. I hope he stays out until I am asleep. I dont want to talk to him see him, nothing. I just hung up on him after he said that, I dont want to fake anymore. I took off my wedding ring, and dont speak to him, vice versa. I need my life back one with friends and a social life. I have not had one in aboutr 6 years.
He is gone 24/7 and I am alone and sad all the time. I dont want to live this way any more. I hope he knows he is going to get the lawyer, and that I WILL agree to joint custody, but not to EVERYthing he demands. I am not going to get into a relationship for at least 6mos to a year. I need to be alone. I may go out a few times though. I do not like to drink anymore, so no chance of getting hammered.
I will have to get an order of protection from him. He is a stalker, he may not want me, but he damn sure doenst want anyone else to have me. I am over that too, he doesnt care anymore and neither do I. I am just numb, but sad at the same time. I want to punch the hell out of him, literally. I want him to move out TODAY. No car in my name, name not on lease, etc etc. Great huh. I have SOOO many medicines and no insurance without him. I will be screwed, jobless, no insurance, no where to go, NO where. I will think it over and if you have any ideas feel free.
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