confused
Posted 02-05-2008 at 12:38 PM by tennchick9598
I dont really know if I have posted this in my thread or not, but I have had a date. Yes, I am married, but he is really an ass and has been so to me for some time. he wants me to dress up when HE wants me to and will even tell me what to wear and how to do my hair. My sisiter says I am a "trophy" to him. I dont know, other than that, we stay in seperate rooms and never talk. Divorce is inevevitable.
So anyway, I went on this "date" of course I would NEVER commit adulterly. My husband has cheated numerous times, adn I have had women actually call my house at 2:30 am wanting to talk to him, of course I went off.
so this date was FUN, we went out to eat and went all around the mall looking. He was supposed to take me back to day, and wanted to buy me some jeans, but he got held up with an interview, but I have never heard of one lasting 3 hours, have you?? So, we may get to go tomorrow. I really hope so.
He said all the right things, so complimentary and opened all the doors,etc. I am NOT used to be complimented. He kept saying I was beautiful and what a gorgeous smile I had, WOW, I never hear that at home. What I heard was "no one will ever want you, you have two mixed kids, too much baggage. What a total ass. Now, there is plenty good about him, but I am pissed so Im not writing it, maybe another post.
I just had so much fun, I dont know how to express it. I hate I got stood up today, I was all dressed and ready to go. I feel sad about that. I wonder if I scared him away, or he didnt like me, although he said over and over, " I really really like you alot, scared I could fall for you...maybe he didnt have money for the jeans (7 brand jeans cost about 94.00 yikes) all he had to do was tell me, hell, Im not hanging out with him for the money.
Okay, so should I be blasted with bad things, or does anyone understand my predicement. Whats worse is the last two days, my husband has been sooo sweet and thoughtful, makes me wonder if he senses me slipping away from him to divorce. I dont kwo
Thursday, when I get my unemployment check I am getting my nose pierced, ya know, one of those tiny ones you can barely see?? Im really excited, its only 40.00 flat, no tax, tahts realy cool. I think I am going through a midlife criss at 33, lol......hair cut and highlighted, nose ring, possible tatoo( 4 leaf clover on my ankle) I dont know. I just wanted to vent. Still no word from Pat (the "date") it was more likd friends hanging out, nothing bad happened at all, no kiss no nothing. I made it very clear that I am not the type to break marriage vows, maybe thats what scared him off. I just feel stood up and sad.
So anyway, I went on this "date" of course I would NEVER commit adulterly. My husband has cheated numerous times, adn I have had women actually call my house at 2:30 am wanting to talk to him, of course I went off.
so this date was FUN, we went out to eat and went all around the mall looking. He was supposed to take me back to day, and wanted to buy me some jeans, but he got held up with an interview, but I have never heard of one lasting 3 hours, have you?? So, we may get to go tomorrow. I really hope so.
He said all the right things, so complimentary and opened all the doors,etc. I am NOT used to be complimented. He kept saying I was beautiful and what a gorgeous smile I had, WOW, I never hear that at home. What I heard was "no one will ever want you, you have two mixed kids, too much baggage. What a total ass. Now, there is plenty good about him, but I am pissed so Im not writing it, maybe another post.
I just had so much fun, I dont know how to express it. I hate I got stood up today, I was all dressed and ready to go. I feel sad about that. I wonder if I scared him away, or he didnt like me, although he said over and over, " I really really like you alot, scared I could fall for you...maybe he didnt have money for the jeans (7 brand jeans cost about 94.00 yikes) all he had to do was tell me, hell, Im not hanging out with him for the money.
Okay, so should I be blasted with bad things, or does anyone understand my predicement. Whats worse is the last two days, my husband has been sooo sweet and thoughtful, makes me wonder if he senses me slipping away from him to divorce. I dont kwo
Thursday, when I get my unemployment check I am getting my nose pierced, ya know, one of those tiny ones you can barely see?? Im really excited, its only 40.00 flat, no tax, tahts realy cool. I think I am going through a midlife criss at 33, lol......hair cut and highlighted, nose ring, possible tatoo( 4 leaf clover on my ankle) I dont know. I just wanted to vent. Still no word from Pat (the "date") it was more likd friends hanging out, nothing bad happened at all, no kiss no nothing. I made it very clear that I am not the type to break marriage vows, maybe thats what scared him off. I just feel stood up and sad.
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Um. I don't know if you want any feedback on this...so I'd just like to say please be careful of your motives and maybe try to clean things up before branching out and involving another person. KarenPosted 02-05-2008 at 04:21 PM by NOMOMERLOTMAMMA
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thanks
I do want feedback and I absolutely appreciate your advice, its good advice, too!! I enjoy reading your blog, I read it every time you post, you are such an honest sincere person.... thank you for taking the time to post to mePosted 02-05-2008 at 08:30 PM by tennchick9598
