http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/suzisharpshoote/ Online Support Groups for Addicts, Alcoholics and their Family, Friends and Loved Ones. Mon, 23 Nov 2009 05:18:46 GMT vBulletin 60 http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/images/misc/rss.jpg http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/suzisharpshoote/ http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/suzisharpshoote/1005-10-days.html Tue, 15 Jul 2008 03:17:23 GMT 10 days. I've got 10 days sober. I've never counted sober days before...so i can't remember if I've had 10 days between before. But now I remember because I have 10 days sober...

:) ]]> Suzisharpshoote http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/suzisharpshoote/1005-10-days.html http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/suzisharpshoote/977-questions-universe.html Fri, 11 Jul 2008 01:19:27 GMT I don't want to drink anymore,
repeat after me I don't want to drink anymore., repeat repeat...

Pete & Repeat were sitting on a fence, Pete fell off, who was left..? nothing like a sense of humor when your gut aches!

Why does the kid keep coming in to show me blue jean shorts, to wear to the amusement park, when i suggested that blue jeans wet, really are uncomfortable to wear all day long? GRRRRRR!!!!! teenage girls are so complicated & so dangerous to your mental health!!!! ! smile, smile smile I'm such a nice drunk. Ok honey go to bed...my therapist says I'm to easy..how can anyone be too easy in this mean ole world? LOL Why am I such a push over? oh I can be cranky, but I never really am a meany...

blog blog blog..why does my mind feel like mush?

Why can i go all day & function, but at night I'm a bowl of spilled jello on my bed?

shut up in my room, on the laptop, blog blog blog...check my mail, listen to keb mo' feel lonely...here I am, isn't this great? so this is what it feels like to be insane & sober?

I don't want to drink, repeat after me, I do not want to drink tonight!!! NOT FOR TONIGHT...

I'm going to brush my teeth & say my prayers.. ]]> Suzisharpshoote http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/suzisharpshoote/977-questions-universe.html http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/suzisharpshoote/967-well-im-here-now-what-do-i-do.html Wed, 09 Jul 2008 01:43:43 GMT wow I'm here, now what do I do? I've made the commitment, I could make excuses why I'm not really needing to be here, I can go a week maybe two without a VT as I like to call them, but then again, its only if I "REALLY" force myself, more likely its eh, 3 stiff ones, 3-4 times a week, Friday nights are like waiting for the rain in the desert...

I went shopping with my kid on Saturday, morning, after a hard 4th, I was functioning, with love & concern, all day long....like I ALWAYS do,until in the dressingroom, the kid looked at me & said, man your eyes are all bloodshot, why are your eyes bloodshot. dang, why did I look in that mirror? the kid was right, at 12, the kid was right... so I'm here, now what do I do...4 days.. ]]> Suzisharpshoote http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/suzisharpshoote/967-well-im-here-now-what-do-i-do.html