amazing the responses I get in my private mail.

I was forwarned of an x boyfriend whom is still drinking, and that I should reconsider notices of any kind to him, of course it is my choice and up to me, I was reminded in the end

I also was told not to put those fake cheery notes in someones messenger, as they are only here to help. Hello, I'm only here for help

I was ask not to leave messages at all, that I shouldn't assume any relationship
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as I attend speaker meetings and listen ... it amazes me as to the world around me that I had no clue of.
people speaking of drinking and drugging @ early ages, some even speak of how normal it seemed to them.
I cringe, because I am a mother. I cringe because how does this happen? I can't imagine how I might feel if my children were involved @ such an early age.
the last speaker I listened to .......... tied knots in my tummy, I nearly had to go, if for nothing more than to...

I got up @ 2:30ish had a nightmare or shall I say bad dream and couldn't get back to sleep, so I decided to prep for this weeks lunches.
I wanted to type down what I have for snuggybears lunch to see if it was too much
*yogurt w/blueberries (snack)
*celery/carrot/radishes (snack)
*grapes (snack)
*rice (lunch)
*stir fry (lunch)
*3 boiled eggs (snack)
*cereal/bannana -milk (breakfast)
*2 thermos of coffee

I started stenciling...

shame is very real for me, it holds me back, much like pride, it is something I need to get past, ANYONE OUT THERE .... who has dealt with this and has a few tips for me? open minded here

alot of drama in my life, yet I am able to disconnect from it and not attatch (negative) emotions. Am I numb? what am I? I have 2 homeless sons right now, yet I myself have a roof over my head ..... and won't allow them to come home, so to say tough love.
there is a question for me as to what is the right thing to do,
my husband and I have been helping them along for more than 2 years now, it APPEARS that they lack the ability to be productive when they hve a cushion to fall back...