:prayingI have a couple of sons here in ft wayne whom had an apartment in the downtown area, we moved here in sept 2006, my sons soon followed from the town of kokomo (IN)

We helped them get set up in an apartment april of 2007, after all the house we rented is a bit small. too many people create issues. anyway ...

nearly a year has went by and the rent is past due, and they both were struggling. Kurt had a back injury due to being hit by a truck. it messed with his...

hopped out of bed early as usual
it was very cold, so windy last night that
everything in the back was blown into the fence, including the glass patio table. didn't break though!
did the usual ..........
then got to work on the files.
spent a lot of time getting every thing just right.
later after he was finished w/work we left to shop and do coffee & bookstore.
Kurt was doing laundry when we left.

when we got back .... I left for...

Saturday, went to the gym to swim, my energy was at a physical low. I was aching all over. Afterwards we went shopping for paint and a few other items. we treated ourselves to lunch @ a china buffet. the sushi was good for a change, I ate a lot of mushrooms & greenbeans. .... by the time I got home, I was wiped out. I layed down for a bit, got up and showered, put makeup on & got dressed, went out for a couple of glasses of wine by this time I am aching so bad that it feels like I have the...

yesterday, I tried to take a nap just after lunch time, couldn't get to sleep. Layed there listening to the TV with my thoughts racing.
I AM IN THE MIDDLE OF EARLY SPRING CLEANING
but this cleaning is theraphy. I'm going through the boxes from my past life/divorce, left overs and collected items.

IT IS TIME TO LET GO and organize the memories of my childrens stuff, school certificates, pictures, cards, just the things that are left after 2 fires,...

yesterday, I tried to take a nap just after lunch time, couldn't get to sleep. Layed there listening to the TV with my thoughts racing.
I AM IN THE MIDDLE OF EARLY SPRING CLEANING
but this cleaning is theraphy. I'm going through the boxes from my past life/divorce, left overs and collected items.

IT IS TIME TO LET GO and organize the memories of my childrens stuff, school certificates, pictures, cards, just the things that are left after 2 fires,...