About my alcoholism; my life; my loves.
My Life
Posted 12-21-2007 at 11:27 PM by scaredykat
Should I write in a blog. That's actually what I've been asking myself before we got it on SR. This is my first time ever, so bare with me.
Then I ask myself what should I write. Should i write about my cats, or my about my writing. Or maybe my recovery.
Today is 90 days for me. It's a miracle. Especially with the past month here worrying about my cat Tammy and worrying about Christmas coming and getting mad and depressed because i can't drink over the holidays. But I'm an Alcoholic, and that's life. I can't go back to where i came from or I'll be right back where i was; all alone and miserable. So not drinking this Christmas is going to be the easier softer way for me. Plus i have friends now. I didn't have any when i drank. I was just a lonely housewife drunk. I don't want to go back there again. So hopefully one day at a time, I won't.
Then I ask myself what should I write. Should i write about my cats, or my about my writing. Or maybe my recovery.
Today is 90 days for me. It's a miracle. Especially with the past month here worrying about my cat Tammy and worrying about Christmas coming and getting mad and depressed because i can't drink over the holidays. But I'm an Alcoholic, and that's life. I can't go back to where i came from or I'll be right back where i was; all alone and miserable. So not drinking this Christmas is going to be the easier softer way for me. Plus i have friends now. I didn't have any when i drank. I was just a lonely housewife drunk. I don't want to go back there again. So hopefully one day at a time, I won't.
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Thanks for sharing, Barb.
Posted 12-28-2007 at 08:53 PM by Rowan
