Losing my wife after 10 years. input please
Posted 01-29-2008 at 12:27 AM by rvpurple
As a child I was abused for years after my parents disowned me and put me in state custody to grow up. Those years changed my life and really ucked up my mind. I never had anyone to talk to or trust just when I started to they to give up on me. years later after abusing drugs I thought helped me deal with my problems. Well about all it did was help me bottle up my problems and everything seemed fine to everyone on the outside but inside I am the saddest person. I am very outgoing and like to make people laugh and always "click" with people. In 1997 I met the girl of my dreams and she is the greatest creature god ever created. She came from this thing called family. I dont know this way of life and she makes me feel more loved and I trust her with everything. After getting together with her my problems seemed solved. We got married and I was the luckiest guy on earth to have her as the most glowing hottest bride I have ever seen. I have never felt such love! But then my past slowly started to catch back up with me and the visions, screams and nightmares came back and started to change how I was with her and she started using cocaine when I did and now for the past 14 months been smokin crack and both unhappy but we both love each other. 2 days ago my world fell out from underme and she told me she was unhappy and wants me to move out of state. We both are wanting to get clean and hopefully back together. Any suggestions would be great. Thanks
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I'm sorry for your difficulties. I hope you focus on getting clean and trust that if it's meant to be, you will get back with her. Programs like NA would be a great place to start.Posted 01-29-2008 at 07:39 AM by Rowan
