http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/romeosmama/ Online Support Groups for Addicts, Alcoholics and their Family, Friends and Loved Ones. Thu, 16 Feb 2012 07:03:33 GMT vBulletin 60 http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/images/misc/rss.jpg http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/romeosmama/ http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/romeosmama/2863-horoscopes.html Tue, 17 Nov 2009 01:56:59 GMT So, my horoscope today said not to let my emotions get the best of me today. My relationship would be tested and I should wait it out, cool down, things may not be as they seem, tomorrow you will be... So, my horoscope today said not to let my emotions get the best of me today. My relationship would be tested and I should wait it out, cool down, things may not be as they seem, tomorrow you will be able to better judge. This morning that was the most rediculas thing, it was a great day, things are good, then tonight bam! Wow! So, I take a step back, go for a walk, write this down and wait and see tomorrow. Gotta listen to that new moon stuff, can't react, think things through.

Ok, right now I want to beat the hell out of something, anything. I just really think I would feel better! "I'm not ashamed of you, or us, it just caught me off guard" Ok, well, that sentence right there makes me think otherwise. Don't know why...just does! Not sure why I am wasting my time with this relationship. He's not ready, ok. Maybe I am not ready to set around and wait again.

I just want someone to WANT to be with ME. All me, the real me, not the Me that they think I am. Not the "Sexytary" or "the little girl with the sexy shoes" I mean I guess that is "me" technically but they love the image, not the girl. What is so bad about spending time getting to know the girl? ]]> RomeosMama http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/romeosmama/2863-horoscopes.html http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/romeosmama/2848-concert-number-2.html Fri, 13 Nov 2009 16:53:41 GMT So, concert # 2 ( Metallica ) was interesting. I found out that my brother has been "smoke free" since July 4th. That was a surprise! I guess thats what I get for not really talking to him all summer. We did have a great time though. I thought it would be awkward but it wasn't too bad, a bit at first but that passed quickly. It was really fun hanging out with him and my daughter together. I am happy that I bought the tickets for his birthday. It was a great present for all 3 of us. ]]> RomeosMama http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/romeosmama/2848-concert-number-2.html http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/romeosmama/2759-1-concert-down.html Tue, 03 Nov 2009 15:40:06 GMT Well, I made it through a concert sober! WooHoo! A concert that I will actually remember every moment of! I never really thought about how good that would make me feel. Of course this was TSO with... Well, I made it through a concert sober! WooHoo! A concert that I will actually remember every moment of! I never really thought about how good that would make me feel. Of course this was TSO with my daughter and her boyfriend, next Monday is Metallica with my brother. This concert may be more of a challenge...He doesn't drink, hasn't for years, but he does "smoke", not my thing and he doesn't do it around me but I know he does it. I think temptation may be a bit stronger...maybe not... ]]> RomeosMama http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/romeosmama/2759-1-concert-down.html http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/romeosmama/2754-time-new-begining.html Mon, 02 Nov 2009 20:28:17 GMT I believe this is the 2nd time in my adulthood that I stayed home and stayed sober on Halloween. If you knew me and how much I live Halloween, you would understand what a big deal this really is. ... I believe this is the 2nd time in my adulthood that I stayed home and stayed sober on Halloween. If you knew me and how much I live Halloween, you would understand what a big deal this really is. The truth is I just haven't had the "desire" to drink lately. I am starting to believe it was just more of a habbit than anything. I did it out of bordem, at least thats what I believe of my recent behavior. There is this wonderful new person in my life and I feel like a big loser because he doesn't know I have no license. Not that I have been driving but it just has not come up in conversation. I don't want to drink around him because I want to rememeber every single moment, every word he says. This is definitely something new for me. Generally I want to be intoxicated so I am happy and upbeat. Not really me in other words. He is not ready for this relationship to be more than a friendship ( no benefits) and that's alright by me...Going to a concert tonight...sober...something else new in my life =) ]]> RomeosMama http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/romeosmama/2754-time-new-begining.html http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/romeosmama/1394-no-license-drive.html Sun, 09 Nov 2008 16:57:01 GMT So, here it is year3 with no drivers license. It truly SUCKS! I need to get my **** together and get the damn thing back. My roommate had a free ticket to the MSu-Purdue game yesterday and didn't really have money for parking and has trouble walking long distances, which she would definately have had to. So, instead of me being able to drive her the 4 1/2 miles to the stadium, my daughter drove 8 miles here to take her to the stadium and then go back home. I am feeling like quite the looser right at the moment. It is time to take some responsibility and get my **** together and get this taken care of. No more being afraid! ]]> RomeosMama http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/blogs/romeosmama/1394-no-license-drive.html