Time for a new begining

I believe this is the 2nd time in my adulthood that I stayed home and stayed sober on Halloween. If you knew me and how much I live Halloween, you would understand what a big deal this really is. The truth is I just haven't had the "desire" to drink lately. I am starting to believe it was just more of a habbit than anything. I did it out of bordem, at least thats what I believe of my recent behavior. There is this wonderful new person in my life and I feel like a big loser because he doesn't know I have no license. Not that I have been driving but it just has not come up in conversation. I don't want to drink around him because I want to rememeber every single moment, every word he says. This is definitely something new for me. Generally I want to be intoxicated so I am happy and upbeat. Not really me in other words. He is not ready for this relationship to be more than a friendship ( no benefits) and that's alright by me...Going to a concert tonight...sober...something else new in my life =)