I believe this is the 2nd time in my adulthood that I stayed home and stayed sober on Halloween. If you knew me and how much I live Halloween, you would understand what a big deal this really is. The truth is I just haven't had the "desire" to drink lately. I am starting to believe it was just more of a habbit than anything. I did it out of bordem, at least thats what I believe of my recent behavior. There is this wonderful new person in my life and I feel like a big loser because...