So, my horoscope today said not to let my emotions get the best of me today. My relationship would be tested and I should wait it out, cool down, things may not be as they seem, tomorrow you will be able to better judge. This morning that was the most rediculas thing, it was a great day, things are good, then tonight bam! Wow! So, I take a step back, go for a walk, write this down and wait and see tomorrow. Gotta listen to that new moon stuff, can't react, think things through.
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So, concert # 2 ( Metallica ) was interesting. I found out that my brother has been "smoke free" since July 4th. That was a surprise! I guess thats what I get for not really talking to him all summer. We did have a great time though. I thought it would be awkward but it wasn't too bad, a bit at first but that passed quickly. It was really fun hanging out with him and my daughter together. I am happy that I bought the tickets for his birthday. It was a great present for all 3 of...

Well, I made it through a concert sober! WooHoo! A concert that I will actually remember every moment of! I never really thought about how good that would make me feel. Of course this was TSO with my daughter and her boyfriend, next Monday is Metallica with my brother. This concert may be more of a challenge...He doesn't drink, hasn't for years, but he does "smoke", not my thing and he doesn't do it around me but I know he does it. I think temptation may be a bit stronger...maybe...

I believe this is the 2nd time in my adulthood that I stayed home and stayed sober on Halloween. If you knew me and how much I live Halloween, you would understand what a big deal this really is. The truth is I just haven't had the "desire" to drink lately. I am starting to believe it was just more of a habbit than anything. I did it out of bordem, at least thats what I believe of my recent behavior. There is this wonderful new person in my life and I feel like a big loser because...