Day 5!
Posted 04-05-2009 at 10:09 PM by pinkgurl87
Well today is day 5. Still craving and this is hard. I'm feeling kind of depressed and stuff. I hope to get through longer I hope. I wish the cravings would go away. I'm tired and confused and stuff. My Aunt has come home from going on holidays for a few weeks. She smokes to so she be out so I can't take off while smoking. I admit part of me wishes she wasn't back so I could go off and use. I know that's bad thinking. Though some of me is glad. I don't know. The idea that I can never use again seems weird. Though I know I can't it just causes trouble.
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Pinkgurl, you were in my very first chat room yesterday, hello again! I just wanted to say it was nice to recognize someone in these pages. Hang in, Attyma.Posted 04-07-2009 at 07:19 AM by Attyma
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Hello Pink, I read your blog, and you can't think that way. That's why just for today, is the motto for NA. If you think about doing something, or not doing something for the rest of your life, it will overwhelm you. Just for today, tell yourself, you wont use drugs. Then when tomorrow comes, get up and do the same thing. Your very bright, and you know this stuff is no good for you. If your aunt is using, you need to stay away. She will bring you down. I know that's tough, because she's your aunt, and you probably love her. But you need to take care ofyou right now. Hang in there honey.Posted 04-14-2009 at 10:27 AM by Angelic17
