Well I'm trying to get through the day messed up yesterday again and used crack. It suxs cause I want more of it. But I know it will just cause more problems. sigh I don't know how I'm going to stop this. sigh I'm pretty tired today... craving again go figure what's new. Going to see psychiatrist today so hopefully that will help. I have other mental health issues either then just addiction. Apparently I have PTSD, been labeled also with Borderline Personality Disorder, and Eating Disorder, Major...