Wow, I just reread my only entries on here, two posts from the tail-end of 2007. Now we approach the end of 2010... and guess who still hasnt remained sober??

Geesh.

I could be a huge help to many, if only I myself would stop it!!!

Dont even know what to say anymore..... still like the baby clinging to its "toy"... that is far overdue to be gotten rid of.....

Ug.

My stomach is messed up from drinking those four (4) Bud Ices last night, as I knew would be the case the morning-after. How many times have I prayed to God to help me to quit drinking, and how many times has He provided some assistance, only for me to waffle and "decide" I still want to be able to drink....

Just "sometimes"..... just a few beers "now and then"....

As an alcoholic, I know these are not, cannot, be options for me. I KNOW...

I bought some beer on the way home from work, again. But, I have been drinking less frequently, down to 3 times a week from almost every single day (many times every single day actually).
I should see this as progress....

or shouldn't I?