Hey there everyone I'm really sorry for disapearing like that, it was just a real tough couple of months, and then the 31st came, God I just can't believe he has been gone for a year, "I MISS HIM SO MUCH" I started isolating again ,not anwering the door or the phone etc.. you know the drill, but the really good news is that I finally surrendered and went to see a couselor/grief counselor and in a short time she has helped me tremendously! I also went back to work so I'm keeping busy and...

I have a super hedache, from being so frustrated all weekend, I want my happiness back, I hope it comes back soooon, tomorrow will be better weekdays are busy around here thank God cant handle all tht thinking allllllll weekend long, I know I need alot of help and I need to find it ASAP cause I am slipping into a really big depression! I am just so afraid to go, then I will have to experience the tragic times over and over and over, thats the part I cant stand is that to get better you have to get...

Hi everyone, weekends are so hard for me, I don't know what to do with myself, and they go by soooo slow, the weekends were quality family time, it was when my hubby didnt have to work, and we would have so much fun together as a family, me him and the kids, and we never let anything get in the way of that. I miss those times so so so much, the kids and I do stil make sure the weekends are family time it's just not the same anymore. I find them not into as much as they used to be either, and I do...

hey im a new member who could really use a friend/friends havin a hard time with th holidays first ones without my husband (he died on 1-31-07 from an anurism in his heart we didnt know he had) we were married for 22 years he was my heart and sole we have 2 children together who are also finding the holidays hard im trying to be strong for them its so f***ing hard!!! so yeh i really need people to talk to (adults) any advice, wisdom ,thoughts im all ears. HELP!!!!